`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

hey...i learnt something new today...haha yesyes it is knitting...haha so cool right...yep went for the lesson in the afternoon....reached there abt 2 plus...it is near chinatown and clake quay...then just sit down and one madam will walk around..then can ask her for help...the coaching is free...but must buy the things from the shop..sigh i must save up money to buy the threads..sigh currently very broke..haiz...i need a job huixian...any lobang we just go for it la...haha...yep one day crash course...i learnt almost everything except the ending stitch...yep..learnt until 6pm..haha kinda long arh...but i think it was very worth it la...as in at least i learnt a new skill...

this yr has been quite ...how should i say...although the road was very very bumpy...with many obstacles...and....everything doesnt look that perfectly optimistic...but thru this little journey of mine..i have learnt many things....it somewat made me more mature, more independent, more sensible, wiser and stronger....yes...i have realli became emotionally stronger...sigh this whole year has been really tough. i always wonder why....why did things have to turn out this way for me...i must sae it was kinda unfair...i dunnoe...but for my last 16 yrs..maybe everything has been realli smooth sailing for me..ya...i take it as a challenge....but...pls...this year is enough...i really cant take it anymore...i broke down too many times...

but...i really noe who are my true frens....realli....there are true frens in this world, those who will be there for you, and i'm really lucky to have found some like geri and vir..thankyou very much...without them...i dunnoe if i can hold till so long..i dunnoe if i'm able to face all these difficulties alone...yep i m grateful...and there are many i wan to thanks la...yep...for giving me a second chance...and my mummie....she is realli there for me...yep..xiexie...haha why m i saying all these?? i also dunnoe..but...i didnt cherish the chances....ya and one regret: i dropped econs...yes...econs is very impt now..but i had no choice...it is either econs or chem.anyway...that was my day...nothing much...but i do hope to sign up for the sign lang course...yep...dunnoe..i hope my jc life is not onli abt mugging la..

i wish to do something more meaning and stuffs...all right i think it is enough for the day....to all my malay friends out there....happy hari raya...

`scribbled at-
Monday, November 15, 2004