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`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
*zApPeD* nearly all of michelle's precious energy has been invested in chemistry, physics, maths, gp and even pe. thanks but no thanks, today is monday. the most tiring day i supposed as i have all 3 subjects' tutorials. big bonus : GP and PE. today is the 1st day of term2. i packed my bag the night before, so that i wont have to rush like siao cha bor the next morning and be able to catch same bus as geri. but...hmmm, this time the alarm pang seh me. *hmMpF* quite pissed off with myself. maybe i didnt hear the alarm.
pehaps i'm too tired. i slept at 1am and...a sms woke me up at 4.07am. hmmm..that person who sent it *he-who-must-not-be-named* i'm not blaming you, hope you are able to sleep well tonight (: nevertheless i managed to catch the 645am bus although i woke up at 6.20am *clap clap* but this was how i started the new term. going to sch. tj. the feeling...i must say, it was great. i'm ready. to embark on a long journey. to take on any challenges and fight with determination and preservence. gonna pia until a levels. i hope i can do it. i'm scared. but i know my mum and frens will be with me. ok..3 chem tutorials to start off the day. yea, what a miracle. i didnt doze off which was my fave past-time. i managed to stay pretty awake, and listening to ms wong's explanation. but then..three 45-min periods is = to 3 hk drama serials showing at one shot. woah! ok. lame comparison.
follow which is break and maths lect. haha maths lect....the lecturer is really..hmmm how should i put it? either i didnt listen more attentively in lecture or the lecturer is lousy in teaching. the beginning part of random dis. i catch no ball. sigh. work hard mich. nothing much happened throughout the day. gp..ok my gp standard..i must say is quite bad. mrs ho was reading out the marks and i was kinda of scared. i prayed really hard that 16.5 person wasnt me. sigh..gp arh gp. READ more mich. DO more mich. i know i know. gonna start the one-week-policy of cutting newspaper articles and constantly updating the journal thingy. PIA all the way!
pe...was tiring. instead of friskbee, we played catching and those childhood stuffs. 1.2.3 traffic lights. it brought back many old memories. many. i hope i can remember the good old days...i want to share my experiences and stories with pple till the day i cant share. haix. after pe, we rested in the canteen for awhile before proceeding to the audi for the make-up chem lecture on thermochem. quite an interesting topic i hope and i can understand alittle. but..tireness and pehaps laziness got the better of me. i shut my eyes. yes, dozing off. but that was not before long i felt a nudge. virginia thanks! but she was more tired and exhausted than me. wakey! i think i'm going to fall ill. for the first few times, i felt cold. my hands were especially cold. hmm...be strong michelle. u cant afford to be sick nowwww..take care. maybe...is because i cried last night. very bitter and hard.
yes...i have straightened out my thoughts. i m serious. but...crying..is a sign of weakness. hmmm why did i cry again? nope. i m not thinking of anyone already. serious. i was just looking back...nope thinking back abt the old times and stuffs, and also thought of my family. hmmm... i promise, this is the last time. really..becoz i thought it through. but...hmmm..maybe a few words to summarise : short fast unforgettable sweet childish and also bitter. maybe also a mistake, sacrificing, lies and broken promises.
hmm...but really, if u're reading this, i just want to say, i didnt and never regretted a day being with you. so cliche but it's true. u are the 1st person...to have hurt my heart so deeply and painfully. are you honoured? u shouldnt be. i told u to think carefully...but..nvm. as i said, it could be a mistake.
that sajc day was really the last straw. not only did u turned yr back at me, u ignored my existance. do u know how i felt at that very instant? FOOL. what a stupid fool i have been. i will nv forgive myself for that. all the way i went there and this was what i got in return. yes i m complaining. i have the right. but...i'm only complaining to myself. i didnt want to bother you. everything is for you. now...i should be thinking for myself. i was thinking, maybe i didnt do much to save this pathetic relationship. though i feel that i didnt make enough effort, but.. i realised, i done more than enough. maybe i didnt say out loud that i wanna be back tog...but u can see from the actions and words, i'm trying. how abt you? you're really selfish. very. to the extent, i sort of dislike you. yes. enough said. i still wish you all the best in whatever things u do.
however, if, u suddenly thought of this girl michelle...or u're bored and noone to talk to...or maybe just for a show and mian qiang, not willing, i still hope u could drop me a msg when ure free or give me a call. it will definitely make my whole week happy. hmm...i said too much. remember me as the girl michelle who think you're her world, heart and soul and gave you the best that she could give.
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Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
*zApPeD* nearly all of michelle's precious energy has been invested in chemistry, physics, maths, gp and even pe. thanks but no thanks, today is monday. the most tiring day i supposed as i have all 3 subjects' tutorials. big bonus : GP and PE. today is the 1st day of term2. i packed my bag the night before, so that i wont have to rush like siao cha bor the next morning and be able to catch same bus as geri. but...hmmm, this time the alarm pang seh me. *hmMpF* quite pissed off with myself. maybe i didnt hear the alarm.
pehaps i'm too tired. i slept at 1am and...a sms woke me up at 4.07am. hmmm..that person who sent it *he-who-must-not-be-named* i'm not blaming you, hope you are able to sleep well tonight (: nevertheless i managed to catch the 645am bus although i woke up at 6.20am *clap clap* but this was how i started the new term. going to sch. tj. the feeling...i must say, it was great. i'm ready. to embark on a long journey. to take on any challenges and fight with determination and preservence. gonna pia until a levels. i hope i can do it. i'm scared. but i know my mum and frens will be with me. ok..3 chem tutorials to start off the day. yea, what a miracle. i didnt doze off which was my fave past-time. i managed to stay pretty awake, and listening to ms wong's explanation. but then..three 45-min periods is = to 3 hk drama serials showing at one shot. woah! ok. lame comparison.
follow which is break and maths lect. haha maths lect....the lecturer is really..hmmm how should i put it? either i didnt listen more attentively in lecture or the lecturer is lousy in teaching. the beginning part of random dis. i catch no ball. sigh. work hard mich. nothing much happened throughout the day. gp..ok my gp standard..i must say is quite bad. mrs ho was reading out the marks and i was kinda of scared. i prayed really hard that 16.5 person wasnt me. sigh..gp arh gp. READ more mich. DO more mich. i know i know. gonna start the one-week-policy of cutting newspaper articles and constantly updating the journal thingy. PIA all the way!
pe...was tiring. instead of friskbee, we played catching and those childhood stuffs. 1.2.3 traffic lights. it brought back many old memories. many. i hope i can remember the good old days...i want to share my experiences and stories with pple till the day i cant share. haix. after pe, we rested in the canteen for awhile before proceeding to the audi for the make-up chem lecture on thermochem. quite an interesting topic i hope and i can understand alittle. but..tireness and pehaps laziness got the better of me. i shut my eyes. yes, dozing off. but that was not before long i felt a nudge. virginia thanks! but she was more tired and exhausted than me. wakey! i think i'm going to fall ill. for the first few times, i felt cold. my hands were especially cold. hmm...be strong michelle. u cant afford to be sick nowwww..take care. maybe...is because i cried last night. very bitter and hard.
yes...i have straightened out my thoughts. i m serious. but...crying..is a sign of weakness. hmmm why did i cry again? nope. i m not thinking of anyone already. serious. i was just looking back...nope thinking back abt the old times and stuffs, and also thought of my family. hmmm... i promise, this is the last time. really..becoz i thought it through. but...hmmm..maybe a few words to summarise : short fast unforgettable sweet childish and also bitter. maybe also a mistake, sacrificing, lies and broken promises.
hmm...but really, if u're reading this, i just want to say, i didnt and never regretted a day being with you. so cliche but it's true. u are the 1st person...to have hurt my heart so deeply and painfully. are you honoured? u shouldnt be. i told u to think carefully...but..nvm. as i said, it could be a mistake.
that sajc day was really the last straw. not only did u turned yr back at me, u ignored my existance. do u know how i felt at that very instant? FOOL. what a stupid fool i have been. i will nv forgive myself for that. all the way i went there and this was what i got in return. yes i m complaining. i have the right. but...i'm only complaining to myself. i didnt want to bother you. everything is for you. now...i should be thinking for myself. i was thinking, maybe i didnt do much to save this pathetic relationship. though i feel that i didnt make enough effort, but.. i realised, i done more than enough. maybe i didnt say out loud that i wanna be back tog...but u can see from the actions and words, i'm trying. how abt you? you're really selfish. very. to the extent, i sort of dislike you. yes. enough said. i still wish you all the best in whatever things u do.
however, if, u suddenly thought of this girl michelle...or u're bored and noone to talk to...or maybe just for a show and mian qiang, not willing, i still hope u could drop me a msg when ure free or give me a call. it will definitely make my whole week happy. hmm...i said too much. remember me as the girl michelle who think you're her world, heart and soul and gave you the best that she could give.
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ibbl
ed
at-
Tuesday, March 22, 2005