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`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*
Saturday, April 23, 2005
23 april. the day i was really looking forward to. firstly i can see my mj frens...lots of them and also kh. secondly, cant wait to hear mj and the other jcs who are going for the exchange. sheryl and i were very excited man..cant wait...cant wait...
morning. hahaa first time man. my section had breakfast together before band. i was so shocked that even sean and hakliang came. sean was already asleep when i sent him the sms telling him we are going to meet up for breakfast. hahaa luckily he woke up at 7 and...HE CAME!! it is such a suprise la...in the morning, he called me to ask where we are meeting and stuffs..ok i m still shocked.
i dun like to walk to school. becoz i walk very slowly and also...i tend to perspire alot. today was damn rushing. i literally had to jog back to tj. sian laaa!! i bet i stink after that la...sian..and the guys just kept blaming me...luckily we wont late. we reached ON THE DOT loh...9am!! dun cheat our money hor!!
i think we ate alot for breakfast. therefore, for lunch, sean and hak had cheng teng, mel ate ice kachang, vivian and me ate fruits only. oh please....i m NOT on a diet. sean said dieting wont help anymore for me. INTENSIVE EXERCISING. whatever la. ya...lin sheng forgot about our lunch time and thus we only had half hour to eat and to pack up the instrument.
ok...it was rather long ride to mj. i thought we might be the earliest. but NO. yishun came first. haha follwed by hwa chong. ok geri and huikoon were abit too high when they came to escort us...according to vivian, they were crazy. hahaa...nvm they are very cute...yep..they showed us the way to the hall..and it was air-conditioned!! haha geri said they raised alot of funds for it. yepyep. hmmm...hcjc. it was until haosiang came to tell me that kh was there...then it struck me that he is present today!!!
haix. so damn wasted la. haosiang said he kept looking at my direction [ ok la...maybe not looking at me right?] and he also pointed at me to his friends a couple of times. hmmm ya...then i was like really?? haha...but it was kinda true la. ok..then when we played finished for the first time, he sat in front la. i think he said hi, but i didnt notice (REALLY!!) ...then it seemed like i dao him leh!!
then later, we started to shift and stuffs, and i came like face to face with him. it was at this moment when he said " hi michelle :)" frankly speaking...i was quite nervous but i m very very happy. the glee on my face just gave it away...to hs..who is like constantly spying at me laa..
after hcjc finished playing...maybe it was just coincidental, but he came to sit like beside me?? i m like so so so happy and thrilled. really. so happy. when he was walking towards me, he was like " how is hc? very lousy right? we played liek shit man..." sorry...the hall was noisy..but i can like read his lips and..yep..then he kept smiling at me la. but...vivian gave that "tsk face and sound" which...makes me think that she didnt like it. sighsigh. he kept making small talks loh but vivian was " shhh-ing" all the way, so i just gave mono-syallbus answers to him. SO WASTED> REGRETS!!!!!!!!!! i really wanted to talk to him...and like comment about band and really talked. it was like i think the main purpose of him sitting next to me. why must i care about vivian? then i told vivian dun be mean la...then she said she cant stand the way he treats me in the past. sigh.
i pretended to look at geri's mp3, look at my shoes, drinking water, but i was hoping he will take more initiative to talk to me. he did...but i didnt respond la. then i knew he was thirsty, so i offered him my water. but i guessed he didnt dare to take it. he was like " huh...nvm la" then later he added " why u all so good..got water...i m very thirsty" haha...then i was like " then take and drink la..." but he rejected my kind offer. i think he was afraid of vivian? i dunnoe la. maybe he really dun wan to drink my water. i can really sense he was looking at me almost all the time la. really. i m not hallutinating. i m not dreaming of the impossible. but ya...really loh. then i also took alot alot glances at him. there were so many times we looked at each other at the same time, but just didnt dare to talk..we just kept smiling. and shy side of me surfaced. whenever we looked at each other in the eyes, i will look to the floor. i m shy.
ok what a liar.
anyway, i think it was kinda obvious that we like...wan to talk but didnt dare. later when it was time to pack up, vivian was saying...he became fatter. but of course i will defend him. hahaha he is still very cute and shuai. a different type of shuai. i think he looks really good. oh ya vivian said " hey why u dao him arh...he talked to u but u like give him that kind of answers" it was now that it struck me that...i just wasted a chance. lost a golden opportunity. i was devastated. really. yuenleng came up to me...asked if i m happy...and hs was like...hey he kept looking leh. sigh. i know u wont be able to read this blog. u wont know what i m feeling. u wont know how much i miss you. with that little lingering hope that we will still have a chance. do we? i know u have alot of questions to ask...but it is yr ego which is stopping u. i know u know i have some questions to ask...but i m scared of the outcome, yr response and...i can be very shy. why not just ask? i m still waiting. naive.
but..ya. i am very happy. u had that hp keychain on yr new hp. i saw. u were that shy that u didnt tell me...u was just waiting for me to notice. u purposely placed that hp infront of me. sorry la...but my sixth sense is quite accurate la..u took it out of yr pcoket. but u didnt even check sms or anything...then u placed it in front of me...i was sitting next to u...but i m directly facing u. sigh i m so stupid. why didnt i say " hey...that hp keychain...u remember to hang arh..." so maybe yr reply will be like " ya...i nv forget anything u have said " sigh why am i so??? so regretfully!!!!!!!!! i think u was disappointed. i know. u promised and u didnt forget. u actually kept the hp keychain. i thought u didnt care. i thought u might be lying. u didnt. do i still stand that place in yr heart? can pls tell me? i dunnoe. i...i....sigh.
i will regret what happened today. sigh. i hope...u know. i think u was very disappointed with me. later i realised and i sms u. but u didnt reply. didnt read the sms? i didnt send the sms? or..maybe u just gave up becoz of what happened. i hope it is not the case. i really...miss you. i am happy. i was able to see u today as well as yesterday. on my birthday..it seemed like i celebrated with you. hmmm...i thanked god for that. thankyou very much.
i think you cant be bothered with me already. i sent another sms. but..u didnt reply. sixth sense again?
wells...sorry...just now i was just busy rattling about kh. ok...after exchange, i had dinner with [supposely]geri, yanqing, weekiat only. but they very mean. they bluff me. zhenghong was there too!!! really, i think the acting was good. i was taken in. i really thought u was going home to watch tv. haha...anyway...later huikoon and some year1s came to pasta mania to join us. i m so thrilled. becoz...got more pple..more gossips...more fun what. then later...when i was going to order some food, hk dashed out and pulled me to our tables. yesyes!! what a pleasant suprise!! THANKS EVERYONE!!! there was a birthday cake!!!!!!! thankyou so much laa...i really dunnoe what else to say...thanks! i m so happy. really. i haven been so happy for quite a long time. [i hope i will be happy again on 5 may 05]
yep we sang bday song, cut and ate the cake. haha then had pasta blah blah. oh...everyone was really full, but there were some cake and food left. so...we decided to play secret number. i was the decision maker...and then...guess what... weekiat is SO lucky...and zhong 4 times in the row. hmm got one year 1 said he knew my pattern and thus...wk was like the scapegoat. hahaa it was realli hilarous la!
after dinner...we walked in tm for awhile. yamaha, cards and such blah blah, before proceeding to the neoprint shop " pretty in tokyo" hahaa..this was the first time taking neoprints with wk, zh, yq and geri together!! so fun!! hahaha...ok i did some stupid poses..and didnt realise my tongue is rather long? i dunnoe la...i am so freaked out. sianz.
oh yes. the mj pple...[ thankyou once again] got me something which added to my collection!! haha i love my present! it was a perlini earring..the heart shaped dangling one...i love that one. thanks guy...haha...
i simply loved my 18th birthday. celebrated with great friends like u guys, my class, my band pple, my family...and you. what else can i ask for more? i m so fortunate!
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Saturday, April 23, 2005
Saturday, April 23, 2005
23 april. the day i was really looking forward to. firstly i can see my mj frens...lots of them and also kh. secondly, cant wait to hear mj and the other jcs who are going for the exchange. sheryl and i were very excited man..cant wait...cant wait...
morning. hahaa first time man. my section had breakfast together before band. i was so shocked that even sean and hakliang came. sean was already asleep when i sent him the sms telling him we are going to meet up for breakfast. hahaa luckily he woke up at 7 and...HE CAME!! it is such a suprise la...in the morning, he called me to ask where we are meeting and stuffs..ok i m still shocked.
i dun like to walk to school. becoz i walk very slowly and also...i tend to perspire alot. today was damn rushing. i literally had to jog back to tj. sian laaa!! i bet i stink after that la...sian..and the guys just kept blaming me...luckily we wont late. we reached ON THE DOT loh...9am!! dun cheat our money hor!!
i think we ate alot for breakfast. therefore, for lunch, sean and hak had cheng teng, mel ate ice kachang, vivian and me ate fruits only. oh please....i m NOT on a diet. sean said dieting wont help anymore for me. INTENSIVE EXERCISING. whatever la. ya...lin sheng forgot about our lunch time and thus we only had half hour to eat and to pack up the instrument.
ok...it was rather long ride to mj. i thought we might be the earliest. but NO. yishun came first. haha follwed by hwa chong. ok geri and huikoon were abit too high when they came to escort us...according to vivian, they were crazy. hahaa...nvm they are very cute...yep..they showed us the way to the hall..and it was air-conditioned!! haha geri said they raised alot of funds for it. yepyep. hmmm...hcjc. it was until haosiang came to tell me that kh was there...then it struck me that he is present today!!!
haix. so damn wasted la. haosiang said he kept looking at my direction [ ok la...maybe not looking at me right?] and he also pointed at me to his friends a couple of times. hmmm ya...then i was like really?? haha...but it was kinda true la. ok..then when we played finished for the first time, he sat in front la. i think he said hi, but i didnt notice (REALLY!!) ...then it seemed like i dao him leh!!
then later, we started to shift and stuffs, and i came like face to face with him. it was at this moment when he said " hi michelle :)" frankly speaking...i was quite nervous but i m very very happy. the glee on my face just gave it away...to hs..who is like constantly spying at me laa..
after hcjc finished playing...maybe it was just coincidental, but he came to sit like beside me?? i m like so so so happy and thrilled. really. so happy. when he was walking towards me, he was like " how is hc? very lousy right? we played liek shit man..." sorry...the hall was noisy..but i can like read his lips and..yep..then he kept smiling at me la. but...vivian gave that "tsk face and sound" which...makes me think that she didnt like it. sighsigh. he kept making small talks loh but vivian was " shhh-ing" all the way, so i just gave mono-syallbus answers to him. SO WASTED> REGRETS!!!!!!!!!! i really wanted to talk to him...and like comment about band and really talked. it was like i think the main purpose of him sitting next to me. why must i care about vivian? then i told vivian dun be mean la...then she said she cant stand the way he treats me in the past. sigh.
i pretended to look at geri's mp3, look at my shoes, drinking water, but i was hoping he will take more initiative to talk to me. he did...but i didnt respond la. then i knew he was thirsty, so i offered him my water. but i guessed he didnt dare to take it. he was like " huh...nvm la" then later he added " why u all so good..got water...i m very thirsty" haha...then i was like " then take and drink la..." but he rejected my kind offer. i think he was afraid of vivian? i dunnoe la. maybe he really dun wan to drink my water. i can really sense he was looking at me almost all the time la. really. i m not hallutinating. i m not dreaming of the impossible. but ya...really loh. then i also took alot alot glances at him. there were so many times we looked at each other at the same time, but just didnt dare to talk..we just kept smiling. and shy side of me surfaced. whenever we looked at each other in the eyes, i will look to the floor. i m shy.
ok what a liar.
anyway, i think it was kinda obvious that we like...wan to talk but didnt dare. later when it was time to pack up, vivian was saying...he became fatter. but of course i will defend him. hahaha he is still very cute and shuai. a different type of shuai. i think he looks really good. oh ya vivian said " hey why u dao him arh...he talked to u but u like give him that kind of answers" it was now that it struck me that...i just wasted a chance. lost a golden opportunity. i was devastated. really. yuenleng came up to me...asked if i m happy...and hs was like...hey he kept looking leh. sigh. i know u wont be able to read this blog. u wont know what i m feeling. u wont know how much i miss you. with that little lingering hope that we will still have a chance. do we? i know u have alot of questions to ask...but it is yr ego which is stopping u. i know u know i have some questions to ask...but i m scared of the outcome, yr response and...i can be very shy. why not just ask? i m still waiting. naive.
but..ya. i am very happy. u had that hp keychain on yr new hp. i saw. u were that shy that u didnt tell me...u was just waiting for me to notice. u purposely placed that hp infront of me. sorry la...but my sixth sense is quite accurate la..u took it out of yr pcoket. but u didnt even check sms or anything...then u placed it in front of me...i was sitting next to u...but i m directly facing u. sigh i m so stupid. why didnt i say " hey...that hp keychain...u remember to hang arh..." so maybe yr reply will be like " ya...i nv forget anything u have said " sigh why am i so??? so regretfully!!!!!!!!! i think u was disappointed. i know. u promised and u didnt forget. u actually kept the hp keychain. i thought u didnt care. i thought u might be lying. u didnt. do i still stand that place in yr heart? can pls tell me? i dunnoe. i...i....sigh.
i will regret what happened today. sigh. i hope...u know. i think u was very disappointed with me. later i realised and i sms u. but u didnt reply. didnt read the sms? i didnt send the sms? or..maybe u just gave up becoz of what happened. i hope it is not the case. i really...miss you. i am happy. i was able to see u today as well as yesterday. on my birthday..it seemed like i celebrated with you. hmmm...i thanked god for that. thankyou very much.
i think you cant be bothered with me already. i sent another sms. but..u didnt reply. sixth sense again?
wells...sorry...just now i was just busy rattling about kh. ok...after exchange, i had dinner with [supposely]geri, yanqing, weekiat only. but they very mean. they bluff me. zhenghong was there too!!! really, i think the acting was good. i was taken in. i really thought u was going home to watch tv. haha...anyway...later huikoon and some year1s came to pasta mania to join us. i m so thrilled. becoz...got more pple..more gossips...more fun what. then later...when i was going to order some food, hk dashed out and pulled me to our tables. yesyes!! what a pleasant suprise!! THANKS EVERYONE!!! there was a birthday cake!!!!!!! thankyou so much laa...i really dunnoe what else to say...thanks! i m so happy. really. i haven been so happy for quite a long time. [i hope i will be happy again on 5 may 05]
yep we sang bday song, cut and ate the cake. haha then had pasta blah blah. oh...everyone was really full, but there were some cake and food left. so...we decided to play secret number. i was the decision maker...and then...guess what... weekiat is SO lucky...and zhong 4 times in the row. hmm got one year 1 said he knew my pattern and thus...wk was like the scapegoat. hahaa it was realli hilarous la!
after dinner...we walked in tm for awhile. yamaha, cards and such blah blah, before proceeding to the neoprint shop " pretty in tokyo" hahaa..this was the first time taking neoprints with wk, zh, yq and geri together!! so fun!! hahaha...ok i did some stupid poses..and didnt realise my tongue is rather long? i dunnoe la...i am so freaked out. sianz.
oh yes. the mj pple...[ thankyou once again] got me something which added to my collection!! haha i love my present! it was a perlini earring..the heart shaped dangling one...i love that one. thanks guy...haha...
i simply loved my 18th birthday. celebrated with great friends like u guys, my class, my band pple, my family...and you. what else can i ask for more? i m so fortunate!
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Saturday, April 23, 2005