Wednesday, April 13, 2005
sigh. 13 april. i said before. it will going to be the day. an eventful day...and i was proven right. alot of things just happened today. lets start off what happened in the morning.
maths test. all because of this test, i decided to come to sch, instead of pon-ing so that i can go to SCH together with tkgssb and...support them during their SYF. anyway i took the maths test, after that, vivian sheryl decided to take excuse for the rest of the day and go SCH. so i need to ask low. i went to his office personally to ask for that request...and ta-da, i will regret this moment in my whole jc life. suck la. he said alot of crapz and didnt approve me getting out of sch.
yesyes i know..i know...it is not right..a matter of principles. and although i know i m wrong...but i still do it right? is this what u mean? i know u are referring to me throughout the whole darm civics lesson la... " some pple..they know smoking is wrong...but they still smoke right?? and i know, next time some of yall will do that...even though u know that is not right to do so. u all know it is wrong, but u all still continue...i am very disappointed..not onli this class but this whole generation..where everyone is so self-centred...can u all please grow up??"
WTF la...u wanna...just say you are referring to MICHELLE can??? haha...i just knew it...u will tell the class about it...ha...anyway my tolerance level is VERY high....so...just continue to SUAN me...i can take it. u suck la. i just wanted to support tkgssb. and wed...is quite a slacking day for me for goodness sake. oh yar..forgot to add on, i told him i WISH to go and support my alma mater. ok...just this word WISH..and guess what he mentioned to the class...
" in life...it is not u wish for something..and it will be granted. that is reality. dun be so childish and can u pple grow up? u must think of others and not only yrself when u make decision."
WTF. u are a big time asshole. anyway...even if u dun approve of my excuse to leave sch..it is all right. i SAID it was ok...but...u dun have to be so sarcastic and replied if i really want..i can see the principal. i think it is mission impossible la. i just asked very nicely if i can leave and i produce a parent's letter and give to u by tmr..and guess what that fuckin bastard said...
" what parent letter...it is not right to leave sch just because u want to. anyway...so what if yr parents are rich? it doesnt mean got parents letter and i will let u go like that? i tell you...even if yr parent is the president...i wont let u leave the sch either..."
THANKS alot eh? u can scold insult me for all i care...BUT WHY PULL MY PARENTS INTO THE PICTURE? it is entirely none of their business.. i am going to get back at you. in this case...rich or not...it DOESNT even matter..tell me pple...is it only rich parents can write a parent letter...and the poor get discriminated? there is no such thing laaaa...why must u CRITISE them till like that? what is yr problem? ARE U SICK or something? do u know a doctor? i can recommend afew to you...do u really need them? i think i should put their name cards inside yr pigeon hole. U ARE SICK.
that is not all. u mentioned alot of SICK things...which i have never imagine u can habour such thoughts and stuffs?? i think u are indeed thinking too much. U ARE PREVERTED. u think...everyone has the same mentality as you...NO! never!! please. u asked me to wake up and dun be childish. but u know what? U ARE THE ONE WHO NEED TO GROW UP!!! please... STOP YR INTOLERABLE MOOD SWINGS. it is pissing everyone off. i dun get it. why are we so afraid of you? you...ARE just ... my civic tutor. u have no control...or no right to lecture me in this way...that u insult me and my parents. u are a full time asshole.
i am very pissed la. sigh.
anyway...i got the sms from ter ho that tkgssb got gold only. i was so shocked. but...iwas thinking he typed wrongly or pulling my leg..but slowly, geri and sheryl sms started coming in. it is just a PLAIN gold. yesyes...no honours happy? i read geri's blog. i also believed...why must our frens make things up...when they are at the scene themselves and witnessed the whole process. anyway..it is over already. no point saying too much. anyway, it is ok. we have been hogging the music scene for so long. top 5 gold. it is time to encourage...yes encourage some bands to do better...or for those who made improvement...it is an incentive for them. it is really ok. congrats to those who had done well.
but. seriously. those insensitive ones...or maybe it was a slip of a tongue. our juniors were already very sad. u know they cried so terribly hard, till we seniors have to do down to tkgs personally to console them? it is this serious. their eyes were so puffy red la. and when i reached tkgs, i saw some of my jrns leaving the sch, and when the 2 of them saw me across the traffic light, they cried and screamed " michelleeeeee...why did you come back???? go back....i dun wan to see you.. I DUNNOE HOW TO FACE YOU!!! SO SORRY SENIOR!!!!!!!!"
then when it was green man, i hugged them and was pulling them so i can talk to them...they ran away...and kept saying i'm sorry and have no more courage to face the seniors. haiz those outsiders will never know. my heart also pour out to yuhua. really sad for them. sigh. what is the world coming to? when they knew they are the fist band in the morning, they secretly have morning practise u know? coming to sch at 610 in the morning to warm up and practise. so that they will get used to the morning sound...what is the point? no need to do this...when the comp is like...i dunnoe what to say. they do not deserve it. seriously. i heard the recording. pyramid sound is still there. it resonanced. at sch, the sound will just drop dead in front of you...sigh..nvm..shall not comment further.
i just wan to say, u all have played yr best, and everything is fated. just work harder for syf07..and we will make a comeback. ms sia...maybe it is our fault for not teaching the juniors well enough..i know u are very disappointed. please dun give up on tkgssb. we will do u proud next time. sigh i wonder how is she feeling now. i dun dare to send her a simple sms. i m afraid. can u take it? i not sure. but she said before..when a band is out of top 5...it will be very difficult to climb back...that is why we have to mantain being in the top5. why must this top 5 thingy be scraped away? are the other schs too afraid they will be disappointed? do u think this gold with honours thingy is fair? haha some pple might think...maybe because tkgssb didnt get the honours, that is why here i am, talking all these feng liang hua. but really...last syf03 was a failure, with 30 bands, which i dun think most of them deserve it, got a gold. well...nvm...now my main concern is the jc syf.
today we had an exchange with vj which i think they requested for it. i shall not comment abt the exchange or how we they sound. i think i shall update it when 5 may is over. just wanna say...i think...with this screwed up system of syf, i dunnoe what to expect. i really unsure. everyone is praying..
hmmm..dinner...supposed to be a section outing for all flautists in tkgssb. in the end, only yafen huimin me xinyan jialing turned up. the other 10...didnt wan to see the seniors. buck up pple....u all still have a long way to go. anyway as what i know and remember, tkgssb will forever be the best band. go and find me a band who can produce a pyramid sound.
oh ya, i was congratulating someone becoz that band got honours, and that person said "thanks...it is becoz the seniors jiao dao you fang..meaning the seniors has a method of teaching them well...and it is because of good seniors that will produce good juniors.." what is this? what does this supposed to mean? are u trying to tell me that...tkgssb got into this pathetic plight because..we seniors do not know how to teach them? please!!! nvm...i shall not comment.
anyway geri, i think..if i were you, i will have regrets telling wk these. 1) put him in a very difficult postion. 2) i think...we are like malgning his frens or something. nvm...our frenship is still there. but...
i said too much. work hard for 5 may. i cant wait for the exchange. i hope tj band wont throw face. ya..they kept saying we are lousy..so i presume we sound bad. anyway...i disagree with what someone said. i dont think we sound that bad during the exchange.
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
sigh. 13 april. i said before. it will going to be the day. an eventful day...and i was proven right. alot of things just happened today. lets start off what happened in the morning.
maths test. all because of this test, i decided to come to sch, instead of pon-ing so that i can go to SCH together with tkgssb and...support them during their SYF. anyway i took the maths test, after that, vivian sheryl decided to take excuse for the rest of the day and go SCH. so i need to ask low. i went to his office personally to ask for that request...and ta-da, i will regret this moment in my whole jc life. suck la. he said alot of crapz and didnt approve me getting out of sch.
yesyes i know..i know...it is not right..a matter of principles. and although i know i m wrong...but i still do it right? is this what u mean? i know u are referring to me throughout the whole darm civics lesson la... " some pple..they know smoking is wrong...but they still smoke right?? and i know, next time some of yall will do that...even though u know that is not right to do so. u all know it is wrong, but u all still continue...i am very disappointed..not onli this class but this whole generation..where everyone is so self-centred...can u all please grow up??"
WTF la...u wanna...just say you are referring to MICHELLE can??? haha...i just knew it...u will tell the class about it...ha...anyway my tolerance level is VERY high....so...just continue to SUAN me...i can take it. u suck la. i just wanted to support tkgssb. and wed...is quite a slacking day for me for goodness sake. oh yar..forgot to add on, i told him i WISH to go and support my alma mater. ok...just this word WISH..and guess what he mentioned to the class...
" in life...it is not u wish for something..and it will be granted. that is reality. dun be so childish and can u pple grow up? u must think of others and not only yrself when u make decision."
WTF. u are a big time asshole. anyway...even if u dun approve of my excuse to leave sch..it is all right. i SAID it was ok...but...u dun have to be so sarcastic and replied if i really want..i can see the principal. i think it is mission impossible la. i just asked very nicely if i can leave and i produce a parent's letter and give to u by tmr..and guess what that fuckin bastard said...
" what parent letter...it is not right to leave sch just because u want to. anyway...so what if yr parents are rich? it doesnt mean got parents letter and i will let u go like that? i tell you...even if yr parent is the president...i wont let u leave the sch either..."
THANKS alot eh? u can scold insult me for all i care...BUT WHY PULL MY PARENTS INTO THE PICTURE? it is entirely none of their business.. i am going to get back at you. in this case...rich or not...it DOESNT even matter..tell me pple...is it only rich parents can write a parent letter...and the poor get discriminated? there is no such thing laaaa...why must u CRITISE them till like that? what is yr problem? ARE U SICK or something? do u know a doctor? i can recommend afew to you...do u really need them? i think i should put their name cards inside yr pigeon hole. U ARE SICK.
that is not all. u mentioned alot of SICK things...which i have never imagine u can habour such thoughts and stuffs?? i think u are indeed thinking too much. U ARE PREVERTED. u think...everyone has the same mentality as you...NO! never!! please. u asked me to wake up and dun be childish. but u know what? U ARE THE ONE WHO NEED TO GROW UP!!! please... STOP YR INTOLERABLE MOOD SWINGS. it is pissing everyone off. i dun get it. why are we so afraid of you? you...ARE just ... my civic tutor. u have no control...or no right to lecture me in this way...that u insult me and my parents. u are a full time asshole.
i am very pissed la. sigh.
anyway...i got the sms from ter ho that tkgssb got gold only. i was so shocked. but...iwas thinking he typed wrongly or pulling my leg..but slowly, geri and sheryl sms started coming in. it is just a PLAIN gold. yesyes...no honours happy? i read geri's blog. i also believed...why must our frens make things up...when they are at the scene themselves and witnessed the whole process. anyway..it is over already. no point saying too much. anyway, it is ok. we have been hogging the music scene for so long. top 5 gold. it is time to encourage...yes encourage some bands to do better...or for those who made improvement...it is an incentive for them. it is really ok. congrats to those who had done well.
but. seriously. those insensitive ones...or maybe it was a slip of a tongue. our juniors were already very sad. u know they cried so terribly hard, till we seniors have to do down to tkgs personally to console them? it is this serious. their eyes were so puffy red la. and when i reached tkgs, i saw some of my jrns leaving the sch, and when the 2 of them saw me across the traffic light, they cried and screamed " michelleeeeee...why did you come back???? go back....i dun wan to see you.. I DUNNOE HOW TO FACE YOU!!! SO SORRY SENIOR!!!!!!!!"
then when it was green man, i hugged them and was pulling them so i can talk to them...they ran away...and kept saying i'm sorry and have no more courage to face the seniors. haiz those outsiders will never know. my heart also pour out to yuhua. really sad for them. sigh. what is the world coming to? when they knew they are the fist band in the morning, they secretly have morning practise u know? coming to sch at 610 in the morning to warm up and practise. so that they will get used to the morning sound...what is the point? no need to do this...when the comp is like...i dunnoe what to say. they do not deserve it. seriously. i heard the recording. pyramid sound is still there. it resonanced. at sch, the sound will just drop dead in front of you...sigh..nvm..shall not comment further.
i just wan to say, u all have played yr best, and everything is fated. just work harder for syf07..and we will make a comeback. ms sia...maybe it is our fault for not teaching the juniors well enough..i know u are very disappointed. please dun give up on tkgssb. we will do u proud next time. sigh i wonder how is she feeling now. i dun dare to send her a simple sms. i m afraid. can u take it? i not sure. but she said before..when a band is out of top 5...it will be very difficult to climb back...that is why we have to mantain being in the top5. why must this top 5 thingy be scraped away? are the other schs too afraid they will be disappointed? do u think this gold with honours thingy is fair? haha some pple might think...maybe because tkgssb didnt get the honours, that is why here i am, talking all these feng liang hua. but really...last syf03 was a failure, with 30 bands, which i dun think most of them deserve it, got a gold. well...nvm...now my main concern is the jc syf.
today we had an exchange with vj which i think they requested for it. i shall not comment abt the exchange or how we they sound. i think i shall update it when 5 may is over. just wanna say...i think...with this screwed up system of syf, i dunnoe what to expect. i really unsure. everyone is praying..
hmmm..dinner...supposed to be a section outing for all flautists in tkgssb. in the end, only yafen huimin me xinyan jialing turned up. the other 10...didnt wan to see the seniors. buck up pple....u all still have a long way to go. anyway as what i know and remember, tkgssb will forever be the best band. go and find me a band who can produce a pyramid sound.
oh ya, i was congratulating someone becoz that band got honours, and that person said "thanks...it is becoz the seniors jiao dao you fang..meaning the seniors has a method of teaching them well...and it is because of good seniors that will produce good juniors.." what is this? what does this supposed to mean? are u trying to tell me that...tkgssb got into this pathetic plight because..we seniors do not know how to teach them? please!!! nvm...i shall not comment.
anyway geri, i think..if i were you, i will have regrets telling wk these. 1) put him in a very difficult postion. 2) i think...we are like malgning his frens or something. nvm...our frenship is still there. but...
i said too much. work hard for 5 may. i cant wait for the exchange. i hope tj band wont throw face. ya..they kept saying we are lousy..so i presume we sound bad. anyway...i disagree with what someone said. i dont think we sound that bad during the exchange.
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Wednesday, April 13, 2005