`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

i think life...to a certain point...sux literally. these few days i am so pissed...with myself, teacher, friend and even at my bro.

mon. i was really pissed at a teacher. [shall not be named] but i guess some will know. so irritating. anyway i wanna apologise to virginia. sorry..... you were scolded becoz of helping me. till now, i feel damn damn bad. sorry. next time...dun help me bah. thanks.. u know i didnt really understand the topic, but u got scolded becoz u helped by telling me the answers. sighsigh. u meant well...but...haiz. tat person...so fierce for what. just say virginia...dun help michelle lah.. but u didnt...u had this harsh tone and sickening look on yr face. then started to say it was because michelle had such good friends like u pple...kepting telling her the answers until she didnt know how to answer herself. sigh. nonsense. i wanna get out this life. maybe yr lessons.

hmmm friend. sorry la. maybe i shouldnot be so friendly right. maybe i shouldnt even bother about u. u think i enjoy saying hello to you? u know i feel like a fool everytime i say hi to you...but the response is just a dao face...or just walking off just like that? i merely said HI online to you, but u will reply " what do u want?" PLEASE. i m unlike you who talk to pple...when u need a favour. we can just have casual talk or whateverso. then i replied " haha nothing la.." then he gave this insensitive cold answer " very funny meh? can u dun keep saying hi...then later say nothing...it is very irritating.." FINE FINE. no more talks with u. i got nothing to do with u. anyway i dun care. yep. forget it.

bro...dun understand inequalities. but have u tried?

sighsigh. life...

TJ band...lets have exponential improvement and...show what is TJ MAGIC ok? yep...lets do it. once and for all.. the stage will be your life. just play....play with your heart. lets feel....more more more feelings...expressive. only have one chance. just do it. once and for all. no room for regrets.



`scribbled at-
Tuesday, April 26, 2005