`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

stress la.

another 25 sunrises and that's it...

80 on that stage only...

sighsigh...

anyway just talked to hx..and i'm feeling much better...maybe i shouldnt be feeling pissed or anything. i shouldnt blame anyone for the plight i am in now...just have to jiayou..i cant help it but to wonder why my life in tj isnt a smooth sailing one..what is happening to me? oh nvm..As the saying goes: tomorrow will be a better day...

cried. again. what is really wrong? i have spent some time reflecting on myself...i hope tmr will indeed be a better day... haix...oh ya another thing...someone told me b4... i'm not playing solo...and so i'm not an important player. agree....but it was very hurting do u know? if i were to be harsh..that means neither are you.

13 april. lots of events fall on that day...anyway hx asked me to count the 100 days...yep...it's coming.

i blame noone. dont be mistaken. i really respect you..

`scribbled at-
Sunday, April 10, 2005