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Monday, May 02, 2005
sorry pple.... havent been blogging for this whole week. because...
1) my computer is spoilt! damn! but a good thing, i can go online...
2) not havng enough energy and brain cells power to think...
sigh. syf's coming, now what is on my mind right now...is what 's going to happen on thursday.. i cant really concentrate during lessons, and cant find time [ok, giving myself sxcuses] to do my tutorials. but at least i attempted ok...hahaa not that bad afterall... haiz.. although i want the syf central judging to be over soon, but i really do not mind staying in band for another 2 more months and practising hard for... BAND PRESENTATION. i think it is such great honour to be able to play in esplanade again!! arhhh.... work hard tj!! show them what is tj magic...
haiz. actually i have alot alot of thingy to blog. but...not everything can be said here. as what hx said... i m like telling u guys what is going on with my life. hahaha oh nvm, anyway not much pple knew abt my blog. i only told those close frens. haha...hmmm.. i dunnoe what special thing happen la...everyday is band prac, if i kept talking abt band...i think u guys will find it sian also..
ok maybe i share what happened on sat. ok once again. i was pissed. haiz. but...later everything went back to normal. seriously la, even though u are my good friend, but at times, i TOTALLY CANNOT TOLERATE YOUR MOOD SWINGS LA. as in... can change anot? haix, i dun mind tolerating once in a blue moon...or maybe everytime, but...can u please DUN VENT YR ANGER ON ME? i find it very irritating.
haix. maybe u all think i m just over sensitive, and should just give in. i did. please la. the file belongs to both of us. both of us have equal responsibility what. u make it sound like... i m at fault. ok maybe it is MY fault for not putting the training book inside the file afteruse. but...u also dun care right? when LS wan to use that book, i just knew it wasnt inside the file, then we looked for it, then u said so fiercely to me " eh..where is the book? u didnt put it back after use arh?" so fiece for what? ok...if i really forgot, u can do it right?
the way u looked at me...as in...it was TOTALLY my fault? excuse me la. then i was quite angry at the way u speak to me liao...then i replied " ya...maybe i forgot... i go and take the book now?"
"now?? but how u going to walk?" so sacastic for what la..
"i just cut thru loh...."
SILENCE.
please la..how i know what u thinking when u didnt reply me. i volunteered to take. then u were so PISSED la...i wondered why. then u went to get the book. u SHOVED the book so harshly at me. then ask me " what is this thing doing in the book?" helloooooo... how would i know? u so pissed for what?
then for like almost the whole combine u looked as if u wanna kill me. so sorry hor, but i didnt do anything wrong ok. i cant stand it la. i didnt even wanna talk la. until u started to change yr mood, and started to talk to me and everything went back to normal.
hmm, but i didnt gave up. in the end, i asked u. "why are u so pissed just now? are u pissed at me?"
a bland answer " YES."
i felt like...what the hell la... " why u so pissed for what?"
then i know the truth. u actually wanted me to go and take the book. xiao jie arh, if u didnt say clearly, i dun know and dun understand yr hidden agenda or whatsoever. ya.. and really, i dun see a need for u to flare up because of this small matter...and another thing about tuner. haiz.
nvm. i just wanna vent on anger on blog. sighsigh. i m ok le. ok it happened on sat 30 april. we having rehearsal at SCH. i think...it is not that bad la. we improved from mj exchange. but...everyone is improving too.. so many millions seniors came to listen. quite stressed. but i tried not to be too bothered by their presence. anyway thanks seniors for yr comments, we will take it as positive critisism. yep.
was quite hungry and by the time we reached sch and finished briefing, it was nearly 1030. khinewa haosiang and i decided to have dinner opp. we had porridge. hmmm... oh ya. i told u before. i like tat scent. haha i think it was my second time asking u... on the bus i asked if u wore any cologne..haha u did. i think it is damn nice. then u said it was a gift from yr sis. haha calvin klein. not bad arh. it is nice. ..
yep. it was a nice walk from hawker to interchange. ok... when u boarded the bus, i wanted to remind u to sms me when u reach home, but i forgot...
yep. ok. a shit thing happened. i think maybe we walking too close to each other. our hands hit each other's not only once, but twice. shit la. dun anyhow think!!! heart still with kh.
ok..anyway thanks for having lunch with me on mon and yep i m so kind enough to walk with u to the interchange, as i DUN LIKE walking!! yaya.. but it was a nice walk, chatting and stuffs la. yepyep. work hard la. for r. realy. dun regret.
hmm... sorry...suddenly dun feel like blogging. just wan to tell u all wat happened for todae espisod GOOD LUCK.
i love takuya! he is drop-dead gorgorous! as what melody said, have u seen a guy, whose hair is like forever messy. but still look tat cute?? haha..oh and the way he points [ OH PLEASE> DO NOT ASSOCIATE THIS WITH WHAT STUPID SLY WINK AND POINT!!!!!! SUCH A DISGRACE TO TAKUYA TO COMPARE HIM WITH SOMEONE WHO CANT SING ] and...today, the way he puts his finger on the girl's lips, then telling her " lets save it " and the way...he hugged her and then kissed her forehead. i didnt meant to, but to think back of those good old days.
i still miss u alot alot. i'm weak. sorry. i cried for you again. sigh. any chance? i dunnoe la. one thing cheered me up, and kept me going..telling me that maybe the wait is going to be worth it. melody said " he is damn sweet."
ya...kh...i dunnoe what u are thinking u know...what is stopping u? what is so strong that u dun dare to love? religion? must i really be a christian? [sorry but no offence] i dunnoe. anyway, hope u aint looking at anyone, because i m not. i hope u keep yr promise. i will.... i am still waiting. i m stupid and foolish, but i can tell you, i dun mind waiting for u.. waiting still...please tell me? i can still remember everything so vividly. how about u?
if we can get the honours, all i wan is a word of congrats from u...and handshake hug or something? i dunnoe...dun dare to ask for more...
`scr
ibbl
ed
at-
Monday, May 02, 2005
Monday, May 02, 2005
sorry pple.... havent been blogging for this whole week. because...
1) my computer is spoilt! damn! but a good thing, i can go online...
2) not havng enough energy and brain cells power to think...
sigh. syf's coming, now what is on my mind right now...is what 's going to happen on thursday.. i cant really concentrate during lessons, and cant find time [ok, giving myself sxcuses] to do my tutorials. but at least i attempted ok...hahaa not that bad afterall... haiz.. although i want the syf central judging to be over soon, but i really do not mind staying in band for another 2 more months and practising hard for... BAND PRESENTATION. i think it is such great honour to be able to play in esplanade again!! arhhh.... work hard tj!! show them what is tj magic...
haiz. actually i have alot alot of thingy to blog. but...not everything can be said here. as what hx said... i m like telling u guys what is going on with my life. hahaha oh nvm, anyway not much pple knew abt my blog. i only told those close frens. haha...hmmm.. i dunnoe what special thing happen la...everyday is band prac, if i kept talking abt band...i think u guys will find it sian also..
ok maybe i share what happened on sat. ok once again. i was pissed. haiz. but...later everything went back to normal. seriously la, even though u are my good friend, but at times, i TOTALLY CANNOT TOLERATE YOUR MOOD SWINGS LA. as in... can change anot? haix, i dun mind tolerating once in a blue moon...or maybe everytime, but...can u please DUN VENT YR ANGER ON ME? i find it very irritating.
haix. maybe u all think i m just over sensitive, and should just give in. i did. please la. the file belongs to both of us. both of us have equal responsibility what. u make it sound like... i m at fault. ok maybe it is MY fault for not putting the training book inside the file afteruse. but...u also dun care right? when LS wan to use that book, i just knew it wasnt inside the file, then we looked for it, then u said so fiercely to me " eh..where is the book? u didnt put it back after use arh?" so fiece for what? ok...if i really forgot, u can do it right?
the way u looked at me...as in...it was TOTALLY my fault? excuse me la. then i was quite angry at the way u speak to me liao...then i replied " ya...maybe i forgot... i go and take the book now?"
"now?? but how u going to walk?" so sacastic for what la..
"i just cut thru loh...."
SILENCE.
please la..how i know what u thinking when u didnt reply me. i volunteered to take. then u were so PISSED la...i wondered why. then u went to get the book. u SHOVED the book so harshly at me. then ask me " what is this thing doing in the book?" helloooooo... how would i know? u so pissed for what?
then for like almost the whole combine u looked as if u wanna kill me. so sorry hor, but i didnt do anything wrong ok. i cant stand it la. i didnt even wanna talk la. until u started to change yr mood, and started to talk to me and everything went back to normal.
hmm, but i didnt gave up. in the end, i asked u. "why are u so pissed just now? are u pissed at me?"
a bland answer " YES."
i felt like...what the hell la... " why u so pissed for what?"
then i know the truth. u actually wanted me to go and take the book. xiao jie arh, if u didnt say clearly, i dun know and dun understand yr hidden agenda or whatsoever. ya.. and really, i dun see a need for u to flare up because of this small matter...and another thing about tuner. haiz.
nvm. i just wanna vent on anger on blog. sighsigh. i m ok le. ok it happened on sat 30 april. we having rehearsal at SCH. i think...it is not that bad la. we improved from mj exchange. but...everyone is improving too.. so many millions seniors came to listen. quite stressed. but i tried not to be too bothered by their presence. anyway thanks seniors for yr comments, we will take it as positive critisism. yep.
was quite hungry and by the time we reached sch and finished briefing, it was nearly 1030. khinewa haosiang and i decided to have dinner opp. we had porridge. hmmm... oh ya. i told u before. i like tat scent. haha i think it was my second time asking u... on the bus i asked if u wore any cologne..haha u did. i think it is damn nice. then u said it was a gift from yr sis. haha calvin klein. not bad arh. it is nice. ..
yep. it was a nice walk from hawker to interchange. ok... when u boarded the bus, i wanted to remind u to sms me when u reach home, but i forgot...
yep. ok. a shit thing happened. i think maybe we walking too close to each other. our hands hit each other's not only once, but twice. shit la. dun anyhow think!!! heart still with kh.
ok..anyway thanks for having lunch with me on mon and yep i m so kind enough to walk with u to the interchange, as i DUN LIKE walking!! yaya.. but it was a nice walk, chatting and stuffs la. yepyep. work hard la. for r. realy. dun regret.
hmm... sorry...suddenly dun feel like blogging. just wan to tell u all wat happened for todae espisod GOOD LUCK.
i love takuya! he is drop-dead gorgorous! as what melody said, have u seen a guy, whose hair is like forever messy. but still look tat cute?? haha..oh and the way he points [ OH PLEASE> DO NOT ASSOCIATE THIS WITH WHAT STUPID SLY WINK AND POINT!!!!!! SUCH A DISGRACE TO TAKUYA TO COMPARE HIM WITH SOMEONE WHO CANT SING ] and...today, the way he puts his finger on the girl's lips, then telling her " lets save it " and the way...he hugged her and then kissed her forehead. i didnt meant to, but to think back of those good old days.
i still miss u alot alot. i'm weak. sorry. i cried for you again. sigh. any chance? i dunnoe la. one thing cheered me up, and kept me going..telling me that maybe the wait is going to be worth it. melody said " he is damn sweet."
ya...kh...i dunnoe what u are thinking u know...what is stopping u? what is so strong that u dun dare to love? religion? must i really be a christian? [sorry but no offence] i dunnoe. anyway, hope u aint looking at anyone, because i m not. i hope u keep yr promise. i will.... i am still waiting. i m stupid and foolish, but i can tell you, i dun mind waiting for u.. waiting still...please tell me? i can still remember everything so vividly. how about u?
if we can get the honours, all i wan is a word of congrats from u...and handshake hug or something? i dunnoe...dun dare to ask for more...
`scr
ibbl
ed
at-
Monday, May 02, 2005