`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

i realised.. i might have neglected some friends...

i've been so selfish... have been taking some pple feelings for granted...

in the end, i regretted so much! do you know?

after the dreams tat occurred these few days, i have to treasure everyone. now.. i hope i can turn back time, and spend more quality time with my band, my section. year2s are leaving soon, and i think, some of these pple might just leave me for good...

i dun wan this to happen. i wanna spend more time knowing you guys, i wanna us to be great frens even up to the days we grow old. i really dun wan u all to get out of my life.. i know.. i will regret in time to come.. especially you... i really hate myself... why did i procrastinate!?

and i starting to regret already.... i'm so sorry.. i hope i m not one of the surface frens... i really wish i can be there for you all the time.. but i know i cant.. limitations.

i'm wondering.. whether is there a true fren, who is always there for me... like forever and ever? i dunnoe.. but for now, i dun think there is any...

anyway i dun wanna lose any of u guys. i hope i can like continue keeping in touch wif u all... i really hope to see ten years down this time-road, we can be shopping, chatting, enjoying ourselves.. like how we used to be now..

i dunnoe. i dun dare to think so much. i'm scared. i dun wan u guys to leave my life get it? i dun wan.. i love you guys..

`scribbled at-
Wednesday, July 06, 2005