`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

instead of whinning how terrible my life as a student is...
i should write what i have learnt from these ordeals and setbacks and what i have gained from this past 2 years, which is deemed as the most difficult phase of michelle's life.

i shall dedicate this post to those who have been always there for me.

to mama:
my mum has been a wonderful lady. she hasnt and will never stop...believing in me, and her support is the only strength and will be that one thing, which provides all reasons for me to push and carry on... sorry mum, i let u down since last year jct. though i let her down many a times, she never once said i was stupid to carry on. she always asked me not to give up and say i can do it... dun be nervous and do your best. i feel so ashamed of myself. when??? when i will do well for my exams?? this is so frustating.

exam stress added to the tense situation i am in, the immerse pressure i am facing. and together with my short temper, there were times... i didnt give her the respect that she truly deserved. nope, dun get me wrong. i nv shout nor scold. i gave her a black face.. or a phrase that is too overly used during exam period "dun disturb me laaaaaaaaa....."

as stubborn as i was, mama still brought ribena, fruits, cakes, tidbits up to my room, asking me to relax and take a break. she knew i love to watch tv... and i will be missing alot of espisods of those hk drama serials and LOST, and everyday without fail, she will promptly recorded them down for me. i cant ask for more.

although ask me to relax and take a breather, she is concerned abt my studies and will ask how i am doing and coping. i think, i am blessed. i have enough. with ma's love.. i am happy.

i cant wait for everything including As to be over. i need to compenstate the lost time spend with my family. i realised i am quite silly. i sacrificed... like going out for dinner with my family, so i can use those miserable few hours to mug... at the expense of family time, that comes so rare. my ma enjoyed those days, when we could go out every sat evening for dinner suntec, followed by doing some gorcery shopping in carrefour. i know she longs for this day. and i am not going to let her down this weekend.

i really want to do well for the As, and.. tell her, her efforts are not wasted! mama.. thankyou. like huixian said... and i know she can do it... her name will be up there.. on the list of those getting 3A/4A.... and above her name... i hope to see mine as well..

`scribbled at-
Saturday, September 17, 2005