`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

sorry man!

havent been blogging for the past few days... it has been a week huh? haha no la, it is not because no time = no blogging. haha it is just that, nothing interesting is happening to my life now. so boring huh? tat's life for me now.

haiz. i m quite sick of this. studying. but that is the only thing i need to do and know how to do it. yesyes, i need to study. my results havent been fantastic and i need to get good and decent grades to get my study loans. haiz. i do work all day, but it is at my own pace, which i think it is too slow, and i might not be able to finish everything by a levels.

this is so frightening. u know u have to study but u just cant.. sit all 24 hours to study. how i wish i could sleep at 3am like in the past. for now, i m sleeping at like 12midnight???? i cant tahan after that time. gosh! what is happening??

anyway promised some of my frens that by the alevels time.. i will be prepared.. another week left.. let's make full use of it..

what keeps me going? hmmm... dreams and ambitions? hahaha i have none of those starting from last year. to me, they are pure illusions. instead, i am looking forward to the worries-free lifestyle i am going to have on and after nov18. hahaha.. need a job soon.. so to earn money. any lobang please include me k? u guys know i am like ''desperate'' for cash.. so to pay for my cello lessons as well as my sign language lesson.

wah lao. last time i checked out the price. goodness.. for a term.. it is like 200++ sighsigh..

hmmm.. how good will life be after As? hahaha... i am really looking forward to that day. anyway.. i think i better study for myself. noone else.

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oh ya. met e ho yesterday. ok nightmare only lasted an hour. short huh? it is because, we have nothing more to talk to each other. i prepared some stuffs for her, but mainly education, foreign aid and also, some parenthood package polices. i check out some singapore statistic. wanted to ask her what i should do with them.. like asking her to tell me which is impt. but wells, i couldnt get along with her. we went thru 2 compo and that's it. other pple can take 2 hr plus in meeting her, and my meeting with her was such a short and perhaps ''fruit-less'' one.

really, i didnt learn much. maybe it is my fault that i failed to extract precious info out from her... sigh. but i didnt prepare anything more. i tried asking her abt teach less learn more and she gave a half-hearted explanation. maybe it's impt huh?

anyway. studying with frens moltivate me. but i tend to talk.. sorry la. my concentration span is only an hour plus? then i need to relax like 10 min? so crap right.

yst low was doing a small project for mrs lim. some sort of a farewell gift for her. quotes from the students of how we think abt mrs lim. hmmm.. me sherry and zuxian contributed a 3 line quote, and our photo was taken. haha maybe when mrs lim view this.. she will be like " hey this girl... i met her during every possible chance after each major exams." haha...

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Thursday, October 27, 2005