`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

hmmm. should i feel relieved?

firstly, the mtv filming is all over... including my good 20 sec speech? haha now, it is left with recording of singing. hmmm, though waste quite a number of hours on it.. but u see, next time after dunnoe how many years, at least u have something to remember abt 1104.

the speech was... impromtu. and what i said was my xin sheng. and it is not prepared at all la... totally.. u guys will see how i stutter infront of the camera. haiz... no tears shed though haha... i hope it is moving.. but i forgot to add in something which i think is impt...

secondly, some pple have found out who that person is. i must say.. u guys are really observant. actually i dun mind u pple knowing. haha.. after vir asked me.. i was kinda relieved. at least dun have to ''hide''. haha initially i have my qualms abt making it known, because.. vir u are right. i am scared.. i am afraid that pple think it is.. or i am weird to like this kind of pple. haha but.. it is THIS type of pple who appeals to me la. there is something very very attractive abt this person. hahah. i am quite happy to hear something from vir. i dunnoe why, but after hearing her words.. i think i am perfectly ok...

"are you afraid to tell pple u like him because u feel that others might think it is weird? but personally, i dont think so.. i think it is perfectly all right...."

i am normal rigt??.he is quite good actually. in lots of ways. quite a number to mention. haha.. yep.. he may seemed aloof, cool and ap. but he is not. haha i enjoy talking to him..

`scribbled at-
Wednesday, October 12, 2005