Monday, November 28, 2005
i hate choosing. i have to decide....a trip to hongkong will make me lose alot of things. maybe some of u guys might think there isnt any problem of not going for work for afew days... not playing in an orchestra concert... yes. i'm lucky to be able to go hongkong.. some pple wan also dun have...however.. there are some things... some events.. which i personally feel that.. are more.. i mean m-o-r-e important to me.. as compared to a stupid trip to hongkong. i really... dun wish to give up certain things. and i wished my parents would understand that. sadly, they dont. haha haha. oh ya.. i almost forgot.. they are not supportive of me joining band.i dunno la. call me dumb. yar. i rather give up on a trip to hk.. and be able to perform in my orchestra.. and most imptly, not lose my job. ha. i have a feeling that my dad will ask me quit... if he knows the presence of the job... is one the reasons i dont wish to go on the holidays. can.. we can go on a trip.. why must it be on weekdays??? haiz. there are lots of things still.. but i have neither the mood and energy to blog it down. i just wanna... play for orchestra.. and also... go for a nice trip. i dun wish to argue with my parents.. if of course.. they insist of me going to hk.. like die die also must go.. i will. i dont wan to disappoint my mum.the thing i am fuming is actually... why didnt u discuss the dates with me? why must u take everything in yr own hands? why cant u ask of my opinion? why must u be in this BIG RUSH to book for the tickets the minute u step inside the agency? for goodness sake.. when they say they have onli 4 tickets... dont believe all their words.... ya left 4 tickets for that flight.. but p.s they didnt say there aint any more flights on that day.
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Monday, November 28, 2005