Sunday, November 27, 2005
regarding the exciting day... it was my job interview. i didnt wan to mention to anyone because i am not even sure whether i will get it. what's the pt of mentioning if later i dun get the job? but very fortunately, they employed me as a part-timer.not bad.. i'm not complaining about anything. the place is good.. the pay i am not sure yet and.. the pple there are nice to me.. at least for my first day. my sis thinks it is good that i work part-time.. so i have some time for myself.. like time to learn driving and cello...i am abit lucky tat i got this job. geraldine.. if u didnt have yr class chalet.. we both can have jobs already. haiz. i feel very what leh. we both went... but in the end.. only i get it. haiz. u dunnoe how i feel about this matter...anyway, my weekends are free. maybe i will be a sales promoter during weekends? i m not too sure also. haiz. maybe there are some problems or maybe dilemas would be facing..for getting a job so soon. not totally bad la.. i didnt forsee it..1) i cant go for tj band tune-in. maybe some think it aint impt la... but to me.. i wish to hear the band again.. i wish to see the juniors and the younger batch which will be joining us....2) i have to cancel my current driving lessons which will be held in the mornings...3) i have to give up certain impt dates with my frens.4) maybe i cant go on a holiday with my family. this is the worst la.hmmm.. maybe u guys think haiya nvm la.. can go out another day... haiz. not that easy la. then what u wan.. quit loh. of course i wont be giving up the job la. it is quite a nice one. but there are still a number of impt dates which i cant postponed.. like sending vivian off... how can the flight be postponed? collecting my testimonial. what if need to collect in the morning??i really duno. i m not even sure what my pay will be like. nvm. maybe i should just worry whether i can finish keying in datas which rise up to almost my knee... and my partner warned me.... to be prepared.. for more.. because dec holidays is coming. but i will not complain. it is good to have a job already...yar. i should be contented. i am.haiz. sorry to those.. i didnt say i found a job. i wanna come online on fri.. but i was too tired. sigh. hope u guys didnt think i am like selfish or something. i dunnoe why i think this way but just got this feeling.. if it were to be the case.. i RATHER not find it... i am serious. haiz. i dun feel good la. realli. i dont. thinking too much? i hope so. anyway. i m still having toothache..these days, i m having weird dreams. not nightmares though. events that happen in my dreams.. some of them are almost exactly what i wish for? i dunnoe....anyway. to u. dun be too nice to me.. i will start to wu hui some stuffs...i realised.. i love playing the flute in the orchestra. i went back again on friday. it was great feeling. i was trouble-less.. i just concentrate playing my flue during the 2 hrs there. nothing but beautiful orchestra sound filled the room. we are playing xmas songs.. and sound of music. first time bah i guess.. i played without any major mistakes for som. initially i was confused.. whether to go or not. luckily melody was there to listen to me.. and advice/talk to me.. or else i will still be pondering to go or not to go. fortunately i went, or else i will miss a night of making nice music tog...lin shao.. when we meet again.. i wanna start lessons soon. i cant wait...
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Sunday, November 27, 2005