`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

come and impress me.

haha my current nick.. initially it means nothing.. so i tried to link it with almost anything that comes into my mind.. so it will mean something at the end of the day. it did happened.. today i supposed?

i went out today. hmmm actually with abit styling of hair, a change of clothes.. a change from the usual monochromatic green uniform, alittle more wisdom gained from the aftermath of alevels and the new gained freedom... just make them more appealing to the senses. seemed more shuai, talented and with more meili... haha feel like saying.. sex appeal is oozing out... but it is not that kua zhang la. *wake up michelle*

a nice toned body enables a plain monotone long sleeve shirt looks nice.. a nice physique allows a normal polo tee looks good...

but alas, we cant communicate. what's lacking i wonder? that spark of chemistry? what caused moments of deafening silence? a tint of shyness? i really dunnoe. if going out were to be so ''torturous'' to the heart... why bother coming out and meeting each other for mere 4 hours? i wished we could talk more. i rather spend a very short time together but have a great conversation during that time then spending a long time without much of a conversation.

what's so wrong?maybe not meant for each other. maybe i should be initiative and start to like cyber games, like soccer and like fast beautiful cars.. perhaps by doing so, we would have more topics to talk abt.. and maybe because of the similar interests, you might take a second look at me. good idea? then i would be changing myself because of you.. just for you. i think loving a person shouldnt be this case.. not till this extent.

so confusing. what is the word for mao tun? this post is c.r.a.p

2 and 1. i didnt complain. i dun like it but i still went. i cant say that i dislike ''enduring'' such shit because i brought all these upon myself? sometimes, i really hope.. loving a person can be easier for me... a little less obstacles, a little less turbulences, a little less effort, but a little more love in return, a little more lasting than i would wish for, a little more romantic and sweeter than the frog prince show...

it was just yest i talked to geri.. and said we have became more mature in thinking and actions.. is it true for me, considering those nonsensical stuffs i just blog...

`scribbled at-
Sunday, November 27, 2005