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i m hating office life nowadays.. i think it is ALL because of that irritating lady who gives me hell almost everyday.

i dread to go to work can.. i HATE to see her black face.. as if i owe her one million dollars...

and today, i sat at this pathetic corner, which noone walks past, the lights are kinda dim, no comfy seats, computer is 56K and is not at a working condition, a small pathetic table, no pens, no space to put my bag, and the worst, the aircon is DIRECTLY... yes blowing straight into my head... making my eyes desert dry after 10 mins...

i hate that gloomy place.

really la.. that place is terrible. then to my very big shock, a malay sweet girl is sitting beside it...we both know each other existance and say good morning to each other, she also came in almost same time as me.. and she is like ''permanently'' staying at that seat.

she said.. u gonna sit here today?? ok good luck...

then i asked.. huh? gd luck for???

then when i sat at that cold hard foldable chair.. i knew what she meant. i can almost immediately feel the cold air blowing at me liao... sigh... then i looked at her.. she said, " i know... cold right??"

haiz..

i was typing away from 10 to 6 today.. with an hour of lunch and half hour of photocopying stuffs for pple... and imagine, i was using a laptop to type thousands of NUMBERS. but luckily my 2nd boss who is a male (seemed that guys are more caring than the OL). he knew i was typing waivers and i was really having a hard time.... FINDING the numbers, so he went to look for a spare keyboard for me..

at that moment, when i was at such a sad state, i ''saw'' some kindness and i was really touched. this is what pple say as... going an extra mile to help others???

anyway. i was relieved..because i can end work earlier.. i cant wait to go home man. i was so lonely today... noone talks to me... and that irritating lady.. she pushed alot of work (which i am not responsible for actually) to me.. and i had to do it.. and today is monday, so waivers are EXCEPTIONALLY more.. due to weekends...so i had my own big stack of waivers to finish. haiz.. why didnt u ask me to do on fri when i was so free? and u purposely rushed me to finish b4 lunch because today is the due date. sigh..

anyway. since i was at this lonely corner, noone knew my existance for today. NOONE ( as in my clique of OL) didnt ask me to go for lunch or anything.. when i finally finished HER assignment, i walked to their tables and realised.. they are gone. my department was like empty except for another guy who doesnt eat with us. haiz. i cant describe that kind of anger yet lan bei feeling leh. immediately.. i feel like stepping out of this office for the day and come back tmr...

then i asked one of them, who is my 2nd liked OL. the first is val.. my mentor, but seemed like she dun realli like the other bunch of girls bah.. as in.. she nv hang out with them.. she will go to lunch with another lady... yar. i asked her.. u all went for lunch already arh...

then she called me.. she said she didnt know that i was sitting at that corner... because that irritating lady and another OL didnt tell her.. she came later than me, so she didnt know i was demoted to that place.

anyway. i went lunchie with them.

not as my mood and heart feel like going... however my brain told li zhi bu qing de michelle that i need food for the energy to work and to pia... yep...

haiz. i hope good things will start happening...

i really hope my pay will be higher. i m earning very little.. because sometimes my OT isnt counted...

so crap.

`scribbled at-
Monday, January 16, 2006