Monday, February 27, 2006
many things/events have happened over this weekend of mine... i think is rather good, maybe i was affected by what my ex said.him: "hey. so how are you?"me: "orh.... i'm fine. as usual, go to work and stuffs..."
him: "huh...like that only???"me: "ya la, sometimes i go shopping after work if i feel like it...."him: "eh... somemore? i mean, u never go out with yr frens meh? so boring??"me: "of cuz got go out with frens la, but not that often, because they are working too..."him: "why like that??"at this pt of time, i felt like slapping him already. i have a life of my own, and to me, it is quite ridiculous to jio my frens out EVERY single day to go out.... sometimes also can have my own personal space...i tot it was the end of his rattling nonsense. i was wrong.him: " ok la... i gtg already, hopefully you will have a better weekend.... with more life..."-______________________________________-'''yar. your defintion of better weekend is not mine.i am leading a boring life meh? i may be fussing that arrrhhh it is so boring when i'm online... but i dun think they way i lead my life is plain boring. OMG. what am i talking abt??haiz. brain kanna fried by that stupid guy.he asked me this on saturday night. some days back i went to watch fd3. " no life?? " haha so i supposed if u gonna catch a movie, and mind you, the latest one in town, you should start considering adding some vibrance to YOUR LIFE?i guess he said that, because i didnt tell him i JUST went to catch a movie. why should i? i dun need to report everything to him. when he asked how i am, i just replied him st la....also, i didnt bother telling him i went to the beach with a bunch of loviest girlfriends i have (my flutemates in tkgssb)....problems like this, if i have said my week was pretty packed, perhaps he wont have made such a statement?? because i was affected to some degrees. i was contemplating whether my working life is considered being normal, for e.g: going for work, go back have dinner. routine goes on for 5 days. weekends are used for supplying my lack of sleep hours.his words just confirmed it's true?as if i dont wish to having a more fun-filled wkend. shopping to even sweating it all in doing exercise like swimming jogging or cycling. but i always get the lazy side get the better out of me. however, i will try from this weekend onwards. be it swimming or just going out for awhile, my aim is: to get out of house and do something i enjoy.btw, i just started on my FIRST cello lesson. lin shao asked if i am serious in playing the cello to a reasonable grade. i wanna said YES because i am like 90% sure i wan to learn to a degree that i am able to perform... nono, not like SYO SSO these renowned names, or maybe pple pay me and a grp of pple to perform at some gathering or what. i didnt say YES, because i am afraid later, i have to eat up my words.but trust me, when i do something i really like, i will do it well. i will spend at least a good half hour on my cello k?hmmm, jasmine once told me, tat lin shao might be that kind of guys that i fancy...-musically-talented -has his unique sense of humor -friendly -filial -down-to-earth -talk sense -can communicate with him -diligent -tinge of shyness yar.the lesson was fun. minus the part where i took a LONG time to get to his house, and i was already sweating and.... was so flushed up. oh he was polite and he went " eh, u dun mind hor?? okay arh..." he has the courtesy to ask me first. haiya. dun have to seek for permission. you are my cello teacher, if my fingers are wrong, of course you can correct it, and must touch my fingers la. haiya i play piano before. and i trust u.anyway, he looks damn seh when he is playing.....dont worry, i tone down ALOT. dun believe? up to you, but if i myself said i tone down, means i have. and it's pretty obvious
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Monday, February 27, 2006