`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

sorry....to my dear friends

if i have been neglecting you all, like nv talk to u all online, the lack of sms, or didnt hear any news from me...

it is because i am working till late for 2weeks.

that's one of the reasons...

another is, i realised i am such a sucker. i cant be a gd fren. i asked stupid qns, maybe some think there were few times i am trying too hard to start of a conversation...

like... " hey.. u not working now?? " " i hope u will find an office job...."

what i got in return are some sacastic or i rather, hurting replies. maybe unintentionally. however, i am very sensitive...

"i am asking how did u...." or ending sentence with "ARGH!"

hello... it is not ME whom made u frustated. if it is not me, PLEASE for god sake, dun vent it on me. if it is me, my attitude, then u can vent all u wan...

if like that, i rather not talk to anyone actually. i can... i am a loner. it takes awhile for me to open up to someone. if i am gonna get back such remarks, i think i can just go and hide in my carebear cave and not talk anymore.

i think that's why i like shopping alone. i have the time of the world. to myself.

i am feeling kinda depressed now. i may say i am all right. it will still take awhile to get over it.

`scribbled at-
Tuesday, April 04, 2006