Wednesday, April 12, 2006
THE TWO HUNDREDTH POST!!!!!!!!
welcome welcome... to michelle's humble blog which holds the celebration of the 200th post. yeahyeah. yep abit lame to even call for a mini-virtual celebration. i just need to add some spices to my life lar... so pardon me.
dun worry pple... i cant be bothered with those who would make me feel frustrated and sad. sigh. the day is coming. thurs. am i STILL going with them? i not sure... maybe got 50% chance i WOULD be going.
because my dear OLs cannot go out on this thurs, so that means i have no excuse to reject them. yep i know, i dun need a valid reason to not to turn up. but... imagine.... 7 years of friendship. i will feel bad one....
sigh. melody said i am soft hearted. i guessed so. i am afraid me not going will do no good to our years of friendship. i cant afford to do so, so the only thing i could least do... is to turn up.
just go michelle.
nono... that girl say until like tat, are u sure u wan to go??
sigh. see... i am hearing 2 voices in my head right now. advice advice.
anyway yesterday the other girl sms me. they have already booked the place...
it is a small restaurant. very vintage kind... oohh. nice ambience!!
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hmmm, the past few posts have reflected that, michelle hasnt been feeling happy... but no lar. i am perfectly fine in real life. just that i find no place to vent my anger and frustration, therefore i have to come into the virtual world to do it. so dun worry... i am not suicidal..
hmmmm... suicidal... I AM NOT!!! I AM NOT!!! *waving hands vigrously!!*
yar. i am thinking, there are actually pple who think i am... oh please, how can i give up on good food and hongkong drama serials!!!!!!
hmmm... the first person who think i am suicidal is actually my ct??? i forgot what he had said... but there was this day... we were doing this survey... and yar... i really cant remember the sequence nor the words he had exactly tell me. but the msg he is conveying was : michelle has the tendency ( read : high tendency) to commit suicide.
stop thinking. dont think. this tot has not really surfaced to my mind. serious!!!!!!
i think a bunch of my teacher and even principal think i am. maybe they have equate it out....
michelle: hardworking but stupid ---> poor results -----> under pressure -----> inlogical thinking -----> swaying thoughts ------> bad influence from media -------> extra stress ------> commit suicide --------> afraid this will affect other students, tarnish sch reputation, blame on parents teachers even principal.
get a life.
i wont.
and i am very surprised... at myself... on how did i manage to cope with.... let me count... 4 "meeting with the PRINCIPAL"
yar. four times. crazy man. yar la. laugh loh. i know i am dumb... i take longer time than others to understand the logic, memorise the facts and apply the knowledge.
so what???? the tortorise eventually won the race. it is the destination. not really on the process. in the end, we will still come out of uni, armed with a degree. each of us.
yar. and i didnt fare too badly in alevels. bleah.
oh i have side tracked. yar. then... since i am lousy in studying... and they FEARED i would have weird tots, they attached me with a sch counsellor. tearle. but not too bad, i gained a fren.. and i am still keeping in touch with him. hmmm so luckily it was him, if for others, i dunnoe if i will even talk to them.
oh.. our counselling sessions are ALL CRAP. the good thing is that, he not only listen to my problems and stuffs, which i have the perception that, that is what counsellors are for. they also engage themselves in the whole conversation. so it is not one way, instead a dual carriageway.
and most imptly, he is not just a boring adult who is JUST concerned abt my studies. most of the time, we talk abt back packing, travelling overseas and FOOD.
yep. and he also treats me as a student (giving me private space), a friend (given due respect) and an adult ( he advices but not forced)
and yar. he is the one who think I AM NOT SUICIDAL!!! right from the first session. he told me "i dunnoe why did they ask me to counsel you, u are perfectly fine to me, actually there are worse students than you...."
hahahahahahaahahah!
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ntu biz sch need interview meh?? i really didnt know. anyway i dun like interview because firstly, i dun like speaking aloud. secondly, my eng suck to the inner core. thirdly, i dun like pple to interrogate me... to the pt that they think they are so good.
haiz. but tcm, has no interview, nothing to prove to them that u are interested. it is either : YES u got accepted. NO: sorry...
biz sch. take business. work in financial sector. hmmmm. i will take banking and finance for sure... if i ever get in.... i dun think hospitality and tourism will be of much use. yes IR. but i tot it though. i personally dun support the building of IR. opps. please please. i am just blogging. dun send me to jail.
not supporting IR means... not supporting lalalalalalalalalaatalking abt banks.remember i mentioned before i have this colleague who was silver medallist in her poly, first class honours in UOL. yar...and my manager, who completed her uni degree in the accelerated programme and took an extra major more than anyone else, because she had the time to do so.
yar. their qualifications beat anyone... and i really feel that by staying in the bank wont releash their full potentials. i feel so wasted for them!!! u know the things they doing in office, though got use abit of knowledge... but it is ... wasting their talents. type type, management report, forecasting...
haiz.
the first class honour girl, she got an interview with ministry of finance,haix should have bright future ahead of her, but she didnt check her mail and she missed the interview. so wasted right????????? MOF leh. u think very easy to be granted an interview. and... it is like they give her interview or somethng. nto very sure. haiz...
OLs, dun waste yr life ... go go... pursue greener pastures. there are really more luscious ones out there!!!!
`scribbled at-
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
Wednesday, April 12, 2006
THE TWO HUNDREDTH POST!!!!!!!!
welcome welcome... to michelle's humble blog which holds the celebration of the 200th post. yeahyeah. yep abit lame to even call for a mini-virtual celebration. i just need to add some spices to my life lar... so pardon me.
dun worry pple... i cant be bothered with those who would make me feel frustrated and sad. sigh. the day is coming. thurs. am i STILL going with them? i not sure... maybe got 50% chance i WOULD be going.
because my dear OLs cannot go out on this thurs, so that means i have no excuse to reject them. yep i know, i dun need a valid reason to not to turn up. but... imagine.... 7 years of friendship. i will feel bad one....
sigh. melody said i am soft hearted. i guessed so. i am afraid me not going will do no good to our years of friendship. i cant afford to do so, so the only thing i could least do... is to turn up.
just go michelle.
nono... that girl say until like tat, are u sure u wan to go??
sigh. see... i am hearing 2 voices in my head right now. advice advice.
anyway yesterday the other girl sms me. they have already booked the place...
it is a small restaurant. very vintage kind... oohh. nice ambience!!
--------------------------------------------------------------------------
hmmm, the past few posts have reflected that, michelle hasnt been feeling happy... but no lar. i am perfectly fine in real life. just that i find no place to vent my anger and frustration, therefore i have to come into the virtual world to do it. so dun worry... i am not suicidal..
hmmmm... suicidal... I AM NOT!!! I AM NOT!!! *waving hands vigrously!!*
yar. i am thinking, there are actually pple who think i am... oh please, how can i give up on good food and hongkong drama serials!!!!!!
hmmm... the first person who think i am suicidal is actually my ct??? i forgot what he had said... but there was this day... we were doing this survey... and yar... i really cant remember the sequence nor the words he had exactly tell me. but the msg he is conveying was : michelle has the tendency ( read : high tendency) to commit suicide.
stop thinking. dont think. this tot has not really surfaced to my mind. serious!!!!!!
i think a bunch of my teacher and even principal think i am. maybe they have equate it out....
michelle: hardworking but stupid ---> poor results -----> under pressure -----> inlogical thinking -----> swaying thoughts ------> bad influence from media -------> extra stress ------> commit suicide --------> afraid this will affect other students, tarnish sch reputation, blame on parents teachers even principal.
get a life.
i wont.
and i am very surprised... at myself... on how did i manage to cope with.... let me count... 4 "meeting with the PRINCIPAL"
yar. four times. crazy man. yar la. laugh loh. i know i am dumb... i take longer time than others to understand the logic, memorise the facts and apply the knowledge.
so what???? the tortorise eventually won the race. it is the destination. not really on the process. in the end, we will still come out of uni, armed with a degree. each of us.
yar. and i didnt fare too badly in alevels. bleah.
oh i have side tracked. yar. then... since i am lousy in studying... and they FEARED i would have weird tots, they attached me with a sch counsellor. tearle. but not too bad, i gained a fren.. and i am still keeping in touch with him. hmmm so luckily it was him, if for others, i dunnoe if i will even talk to them.
oh.. our counselling sessions are ALL CRAP. the good thing is that, he not only listen to my problems and stuffs, which i have the perception that, that is what counsellors are for. they also engage themselves in the whole conversation. so it is not one way, instead a dual carriageway.
and most imptly, he is not just a boring adult who is JUST concerned abt my studies. most of the time, we talk abt back packing, travelling overseas and FOOD.
yep. and he also treats me as a student (giving me private space), a friend (given due respect) and an adult ( he advices but not forced)
and yar. he is the one who think I AM NOT SUICIDAL!!! right from the first session. he told me "i dunnoe why did they ask me to counsel you, u are perfectly fine to me, actually there are worse students than you...."
hahahahahahaahahah!
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ntu biz sch need interview meh?? i really didnt know. anyway i dun like interview because firstly, i dun like speaking aloud. secondly, my eng suck to the inner core. thirdly, i dun like pple to interrogate me... to the pt that they think they are so good.
haiz. but tcm, has no interview, nothing to prove to them that u are interested. it is either : YES u got accepted. NO: sorry...
biz sch. take business. work in financial sector. hmmmm. i will take banking and finance for sure... if i ever get in.... i dun think hospitality and tourism will be of much use. yes IR. but i tot it though. i personally dun support the building of IR. opps. please please. i am just blogging. dun send me to jail.
not supporting IR means... not supporting lalalalalalalalalaatalking abt banks.remember i mentioned before i have this colleague who was silver medallist in her poly, first class honours in UOL. yar...and my manager, who completed her uni degree in the accelerated programme and took an extra major more than anyone else, because she had the time to do so.
yar. their qualifications beat anyone... and i really feel that by staying in the bank wont releash their full potentials. i feel so wasted for them!!! u know the things they doing in office, though got use abit of knowledge... but it is ... wasting their talents. type type, management report, forecasting...
haiz.
the first class honour girl, she got an interview with ministry of finance,haix should have bright future ahead of her, but she didnt check her mail and she missed the interview. so wasted right????????? MOF leh. u think very easy to be granted an interview. and... it is like they give her interview or somethng. nto very sure. haiz...
OLs, dun waste yr life ... go go... pursue greener pastures. there are really more luscious ones out there!!!!
`scribbled at-
Wednesday, April 12, 2006