Wednesday, April 05, 2006
MICHELLE...
SHUT UP LARH....
sigh. working is tough. but not all problems i am facing now is due to work.
personal problem?? ok. i can assure u pple this post is not abt what stupid love. i am actually tot of giving up on this lame word called : love. chey. u think so easy to find meh...
yar. personal stuffs. my confidence. my self esteem.
i am losing them, slowly and readily.
KAOZ! i really cannot make it.
and... i am having some identity crisis. i behave differently when i am with different grps of pple.
i am damn bitchy with vivi and my class girls ( hmmm, so it that one of the reasons many will soon hate me... oh man!)
i am damn crazy when i am singing k with geraldine. ( **dancing queen **)
i am very teh when i am with my colleagues. ( one reason i will teh because they are older than me...)
and i think, when i am with my guy frens, i am independent, and very gungho kind...
i wanna be a she-he. meaning those kind whereby weak ladies will fall for me one. i think whatever guys can do, i also can. eh. but dun think of the impossible... if u know wat i mean...
haiz. i m scared. vivi told me double degree programme is damn popular. hopefully i get my first choice, at least i am answerable to myself.. and everyone.
tcm in ntu. and statistics in nus. funny huh? but heard that govt is in need of pple who know stats, so perhaps, next time i will have easy time finding job if i take stat... IF.
`scribbled at-
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
Wednesday, April 05, 2006
MICHELLE...
SHUT UP LARH....
sigh. working is tough. but not all problems i am facing now is due to work.
personal problem?? ok. i can assure u pple this post is not abt what stupid love. i am actually tot of giving up on this lame word called : love. chey. u think so easy to find meh...
yar. personal stuffs. my confidence. my self esteem.
i am losing them, slowly and readily.
KAOZ! i really cannot make it.
and... i am having some identity crisis. i behave differently when i am with different grps of pple.
i am damn bitchy with vivi and my class girls ( hmmm, so it that one of the reasons many will soon hate me... oh man!)
i am damn crazy when i am singing k with geraldine. ( **dancing queen **)
i am very teh when i am with my colleagues. ( one reason i will teh because they are older than me...)
and i think, when i am with my guy frens, i am independent, and very gungho kind...
i wanna be a she-he. meaning those kind whereby weak ladies will fall for me one. i think whatever guys can do, i also can. eh. but dun think of the impossible... if u know wat i mean...
haiz. i m scared. vivi told me double degree programme is damn popular. hopefully i get my first choice, at least i am answerable to myself.. and everyone.
tcm in ntu. and statistics in nus. funny huh? but heard that govt is in need of pple who know stats, so perhaps, next time i will have easy time finding job if i take stat... IF.
`scribbled at-
Wednesday, April 05, 2006