`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

phone calls.

i havent been receiving much of them lately. good? bad? which means both uni, ntu and nus, didnt call me.

i just have to wait till early may. i am not desperate for the calls... because my courses donot need interviews.. but how come others are getting calls while i dont?????

i am getting abit paranoid. DUH! it concerns my future hello!!

but *choy of course* if i am posted to some stupid crap thing, i shouldnt be surprised right? where else can they offer abc student???

count yrself damn lucky if u get yr first choice michelle. count yr blessings when any one of the uni accepts you michelle.

i am only chi chi de deng.

what a short and stupid post this is. i have no mood to write.

the only cool thing i am proud of myself is that... i am keeping to my exercise regime. this is the 2nd week already... and i can feel my fats tightening.. then perhaps they will evolve to muscles? i wan them toned... not flabby... it is disgusting to have flab flubber fats cellulite wrap round the body. yet, i have lived with it for more than 10 years. woah. big disgust!

it is a sort of mental thing to consciously do my exercise every night. you just have to have an aim and really work towards it. and dun focus on doing one part intensively. spread it out...

my aim... to be able to put off sleeveless blouses without any love handles. once my arms are toned, gonna pamper myself with at least 1 nice looking blouse. oh can anyone tell me how to tone thighs?? they are the most difficult!!!!

i dun like the cellulite around my butts and thighs. i look like an old hag. damn!

`scribbled at-
Tuesday, April 18, 2006