Sunday, May 14, 2006
this is my 3rd time, logging into blogger. the 1st and 2nd time, i didnt manage to write anything at all. could be because i have ran out of stuffs to blog. partly because these days, life is just plain for me.sunday i rot at home. doing almost nothing except listening to ken hirai "you wanna be my popstar" and tao ze "melody".i dunnoe wat's on my life now. yes, i have loads of time. so what? yi tian my ntu letter not here, yi tian i cant make any decisions abt uni appl. so STOP asking me which course i am choosing. because at this very moment, i have no choices to choose from.nan dao, abc is tat bad meh? [yes it is]from jc to uni, it is like a transition? pple change. maturity, conduct & behaviour, and of course, looks and stuffs.i changed as well, became more independent & rebellious, more health conscious, yet, i hate to change my style. yar, i agree, taurus pple are a stubborn lot. and we detest changes!thankyou, but i really dun like changing my style. it may be lkk, it doesnt matter. i am quite sick of pple asking me to change. i like skirts, i can even give u all good recommendations abt pretty skirts, but i donot like to wear them. simply because wearing them make me feel inconvenient. i have to sit like a demure lady and walk nicely, which i cant. i dun have super fat legs, but i have atheletics legs. so, no skirts for the moment. i know i have to get used to them blah blah blah, yes, i will. maybe when i feel comfortable in them, i will don on one for surely. skirts are nice. just not me. spag tops. who doesnt know spag are nice and girlish. some with lace and frills.. i like them of course. but i dun wear them. because i dun feel comfortable in them. come on michelle, it is just a matter of trying and xi guan. why? why must i wear them, in the end, i end up pulling here and there and feel sucky the whole day. u pple wont know...i cant imagine myself wearing that. please lar. dun make me a laughing stock. yar, i cannot stand those fat ones wearing tube tops and spag. because i can see their fats. i know, why discriminate them? why cant they wear? they happy zhui hao le. yar. i admire their courage. but i cant do that. i am given the choice. i choose to cover up my fats. perhaps one day, when i tone my fats, i will only consider. for now, wearing them doesnt even cross my mind.u guys WONT understand. why? because u all are not fat to start off with. u all may say "u look nice in them." "can can, very beautiful leh. suit u leh.."nonsense i can tell u. another thing. heels. why i dun like wearing heels. i love heels. i love their designs, i love them because they have the power to make me feel and stand tall. but do u all know i have very fat feet. my feet length is short, that is why i can wear small shoe size. but i do not have a lady feet. i cant fit into a strappy ladies heels. and who is so stupid to give up a chance to look tall? i also wan to wear, but i walk like a duck in them. it is a matter of xi guan. maybe. but i have weak ankles. "how weak can they be..."so weak, i can twist or sprain them like noone business. they became weak because in pri sch days, i sprained them like dunnoe how many times a year, turning up for sch with those bandages.i love wedges. they are so pretty. but i dun look nice in them.so. for safety sake and for convenient, i rather walk with sneakers.michelle. so boring. like sec sch kid. u can change one... can one can one. must change. go uni must change. cannot stick to like that.but i like the way i am now. i feel comfortable. dont u pple know, first rule to having sex appeal, " be comfortable the way u are, the way u dress..."i dont mean i have s.a. sigh. shall hope to find a guy, who doesnt mind me not wearing skirts, like and accept me for who i am. i wont change myself for him, he must know tat.how is it like having a boyfriend?
i am totally foreign to that feeling already. actually i shouldnt even consider that two as bf. maybe just 2 guys whom i let, to come close to my heart.
michelle is totally not interested in finding one. i am lazy and it is just too difficult. hard to find that someone whom will really stand by you.
`scribbled at-
Sunday, May 14, 2006
Sunday, May 14, 2006
this is my 3rd time, logging into blogger. the 1st and 2nd time, i didnt manage to write anything at all. could be because i have ran out of stuffs to blog. partly because these days, life is just plain for me.sunday i rot at home. doing almost nothing except listening to ken hirai "you wanna be my popstar" and tao ze "melody".i dunnoe wat's on my life now. yes, i have loads of time. so what? yi tian my ntu letter not here, yi tian i cant make any decisions abt uni appl. so STOP asking me which course i am choosing. because at this very moment, i have no choices to choose from.nan dao, abc is tat bad meh? [yes it is]from jc to uni, it is like a transition? pple change. maturity, conduct & behaviour, and of course, looks and stuffs.i changed as well, became more independent & rebellious, more health conscious, yet, i hate to change my style. yar, i agree, taurus pple are a stubborn lot. and we detest changes!thankyou, but i really dun like changing my style. it may be lkk, it doesnt matter. i am quite sick of pple asking me to change. i like skirts, i can even give u all good recommendations abt pretty skirts, but i donot like to wear them. simply because wearing them make me feel inconvenient. i have to sit like a demure lady and walk nicely, which i cant. i dun have super fat legs, but i have atheletics legs. so, no skirts for the moment. i know i have to get used to them blah blah blah, yes, i will. maybe when i feel comfortable in them, i will don on one for surely. skirts are nice. just not me. spag tops. who doesnt know spag are nice and girlish. some with lace and frills.. i like them of course. but i dun wear them. because i dun feel comfortable in them. come on michelle, it is just a matter of trying and xi guan. why? why must i wear them, in the end, i end up pulling here and there and feel sucky the whole day. u pple wont know...i cant imagine myself wearing that. please lar. dun make me a laughing stock. yar, i cannot stand those fat ones wearing tube tops and spag. because i can see their fats. i know, why discriminate them? why cant they wear? they happy zhui hao le. yar. i admire their courage. but i cant do that. i am given the choice. i choose to cover up my fats. perhaps one day, when i tone my fats, i will only consider. for now, wearing them doesnt even cross my mind.u guys WONT understand. why? because u all are not fat to start off with. u all may say "u look nice in them." "can can, very beautiful leh. suit u leh.."nonsense i can tell u. another thing. heels. why i dun like wearing heels. i love heels. i love their designs, i love them because they have the power to make me feel and stand tall. but do u all know i have very fat feet. my feet length is short, that is why i can wear small shoe size. but i do not have a lady feet. i cant fit into a strappy ladies heels. and who is so stupid to give up a chance to look tall? i also wan to wear, but i walk like a duck in them. it is a matter of xi guan. maybe. but i have weak ankles. "how weak can they be..."so weak, i can twist or sprain them like noone business. they became weak because in pri sch days, i sprained them like dunnoe how many times a year, turning up for sch with those bandages.i love wedges. they are so pretty. but i dun look nice in them.so. for safety sake and for convenient, i rather walk with sneakers.michelle. so boring. like sec sch kid. u can change one... can one can one. must change. go uni must change. cannot stick to like that.but i like the way i am now. i feel comfortable. dont u pple know, first rule to having sex appeal, " be comfortable the way u are, the way u dress..."i dont mean i have s.a. sigh. shall hope to find a guy, who doesnt mind me not wearing skirts, like and accept me for who i am. i wont change myself for him, he must know tat.how is it like having a boyfriend?
i am totally foreign to that feeling already. actually i shouldnt even consider that two as bf. maybe just 2 guys whom i let, to come close to my heart.
michelle is totally not interested in finding one. i am lazy and it is just too difficult. hard to find that someone whom will really stand by you.
`scribbled at-
Sunday, May 14, 2006