Tuesday, June 06, 2006
dont sing to me superwoman by cao ge.
i will end up crying.
shall not tell u pple the reason. but, the song will remind me something...
hmmm, it's the first week of june. and really, in another 3 weeks time, i will bid sayonara to hsbc. i am leaving... for now. hmmm perhaps when i get my statistics degree, i might come back? i not sure. even if i were to come back, i will see other faces already.
i wouldnt say time really FLIES. they just pass by every sec min hr. fact is that, i have spent half a year (wah!) in hsbc. with my colleagues. i seen changes in myself, in them and i have grown bah. hmm. 7 mths... it's quite a long period of time. and i am leaving them. i hate it.
why why! i just gotten used to everything. the environment and the familiar pple. and now, you gonna get everything back from me, and i have to step out of this comfort zone, and find another place to settle ( read: nus) again. it is so hard!!! i hate new environment. when everything was just perfect in place, it was time to end it.
i really really dun wan to leave. are any of my colleagues reading this? haiz. i hate to leave. but that is no banquet that would never end. someday, we have to part. alot of qns are in my mind... will i cry? will we be as close as now? will we keep in touch??
i will definitely miss them for sure. okay, it is not that bad as i cant live without them in my lives. but seeing them almost everyday for 7mths, and suddenly, everything was robbed away. i need to adjust back to uni life. this is hard. why why!!!
i am lucky, to be blessed with wonderful frens and colleagues, whom made my this long long break before uni so enjoyable. love them to bits. but then, i think, everything might end after i go uni (and my frens go to their respective courses).
yar. confirm one. it is so hard to meet up, when everyone timing for tutorials are so different.
will we be still hao jie meis? will we still go out and bitch and window shop? will we go high and crazy over anything stupid silly?
i am facing uni life "alone". i am not scared. i am always daring to take up new challenges. but somemore, i fear, i fear pple will ostracise me.
wells, treasure EVERYTHING u have now. i didnt treasure some stuffs back then. now it's gone. and remember, opportunity is better than chance. grab opportunity and take no chance.
i am not really ready for uni life, although kinda looking forward to it. i am not ready. how abt giving me another 2 more mths to enjoy. after 4 years of uni, it will be work work work baby. but after my graduation, i am very keen to take a 6mths break, to backpack, maybe with someone i am very comfortable with. scenic view or shopping. i will take the former.
god, i hate writing this kind of sad posts. make me tear only. make me realised, actually there isnt much time left. made me realised, how much i will miss everyone.
to hx and vivi: i am free to shop, but not free this fri or sun. i can make it on sat night.
`scribbled at-
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
dont sing to me superwoman by cao ge.
i will end up crying.
shall not tell u pple the reason. but, the song will remind me something...
hmmm, it's the first week of june. and really, in another 3 weeks time, i will bid sayonara to hsbc. i am leaving... for now. hmmm perhaps when i get my statistics degree, i might come back? i not sure. even if i were to come back, i will see other faces already.
i wouldnt say time really FLIES. they just pass by every sec min hr. fact is that, i have spent half a year (wah!) in hsbc. with my colleagues. i seen changes in myself, in them and i have grown bah. hmm. 7 mths... it's quite a long period of time. and i am leaving them. i hate it.
why why! i just gotten used to everything. the environment and the familiar pple. and now, you gonna get everything back from me, and i have to step out of this comfort zone, and find another place to settle ( read: nus) again. it is so hard!!! i hate new environment. when everything was just perfect in place, it was time to end it.
i really really dun wan to leave. are any of my colleagues reading this? haiz. i hate to leave. but that is no banquet that would never end. someday, we have to part. alot of qns are in my mind... will i cry? will we be as close as now? will we keep in touch??
i will definitely miss them for sure. okay, it is not that bad as i cant live without them in my lives. but seeing them almost everyday for 7mths, and suddenly, everything was robbed away. i need to adjust back to uni life. this is hard. why why!!!
i am lucky, to be blessed with wonderful frens and colleagues, whom made my this long long break before uni so enjoyable. love them to bits. but then, i think, everything might end after i go uni (and my frens go to their respective courses).
yar. confirm one. it is so hard to meet up, when everyone timing for tutorials are so different.
will we be still hao jie meis? will we still go out and bitch and window shop? will we go high and crazy over anything stupid silly?
i am facing uni life "alone". i am not scared. i am always daring to take up new challenges. but somemore, i fear, i fear pple will ostracise me.
wells, treasure EVERYTHING u have now. i didnt treasure some stuffs back then. now it's gone. and remember, opportunity is better than chance. grab opportunity and take no chance.
i am not really ready for uni life, although kinda looking forward to it. i am not ready. how abt giving me another 2 more mths to enjoy. after 4 years of uni, it will be work work work baby. but after my graduation, i am very keen to take a 6mths break, to backpack, maybe with someone i am very comfortable with. scenic view or shopping. i will take the former.
god, i hate writing this kind of sad posts. make me tear only. make me realised, actually there isnt much time left. made me realised, how much i will miss everyone.
to hx and vivi: i am free to shop, but not free this fri or sun. i can make it on sat night.
`scribbled at-
Tuesday, June 06, 2006