`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

i hate not schooling.

yes u didnt see wrongly.

why?? i realised these past 7 months, i am only bothered about working, staying in office to finish up the work instead of going out. what did i get at the end of the day? i start to question myself. i have already have doubts regarding my ability.

seemed that during this very short period of non schooling days, i've kinda lost touch with afew of my good girl friends. and it shall be my regret. my fault. i didnt have make time for u... as a result, this friendship... is wavering... perhaps still hung only by a very thin string.

i dun even know how you are doing, what u are doing and.... tat's why i rather go back to sch, even though we are in diff jcs, we meet up more often than now. and i think, we are beginning to not know each other that well already. do u know?

i will salvage this situation. cannot let go of this frenship. u were with me during my difficult days in sec sch and jc. how can this be compared to fun times i spent in office? do u know i am talking about you? anyway... keep yrself free next week. i will ask you out.

i am just very disappointed with myself..

i am beginning to hate myself. hate the way i am now. dun really like the way some pple are treating me right now. i have my mood and temper. dun push me too far ya? irony, i look forward yet at the meantime, i dread of going......

`scribbled at-
Wednesday, June 21, 2006