Wednesday, August 02, 2006
emotional rollercoaster. emotion wreck.
i should say from 24 to 31 jul.
it's over. done. tears have dried up, swollen eyes no more.
*
time for studies once again. i can forsee that the route of uni wont be that simple. i have to wise up. my qet. sigh. i dunno the results. not as if i am very eager to know also. please lar. i dun really have the confidence. i hope can do it, or else it is gonna affect my modules.
i am quite strong inside but i need to toughen up on the outside. what crap lar. anyway, i just hope to have one or two good buddies in stats course, i think it will be sufficient.
i dunnoe. i am becoming more a loner. i can feel it lar. i talked less. i lamed less. i think i interacted much lesser. shopping alone, going out alone seemed to be like a fave pasttime for me now.
oh yes, i havent blog abt my KL trip. oh gosh. my hk trip blog is yet finished. oh dang! i have loads to update. today i felt hmmm, good.
i did the matriculation. i am officially a student of NUS.
i went to uob to change my card. shit lar. all the bitching and those swear words i came up with were not put to use. anyone wanna be my guinea pig??
i applied my tertiary ez card. finally.
i applied for my dbs card.
i managed to reach my reading quota.
i had my wish fulfilled. i met up with jenny jie meiyan jie tonight for dinner at newyork newyork :)
i just like meeting up with them. new words of wisdom. silly yet bone tickling actions of theirs. their adulty thinking and views. oh c'me on, more of these outings can? i wan crabs and crayfish the next time!!!!!!!
i had loads of unfinished work at home, each greeting me every morning i wake up. yes my messy room. actually if u pple come and take a look at my messy room, i think it is quite neat lar. just that, my 1m wide 4 tier rack is filled up with jc notes. some of them, i wonder if i am gonna use them ever again.
they are an eyesore. admit it.
i really dislike packing tat pile. no matter how hard i try to clear, the pile is still THERE. other parts of my room also. the room is containing quite abit of rubbish that it has become damn small can. the things are not messy. they are simply neatly packed. no i mean, dumped there. for good as for now.
this wont do. uni stuffs are coming. i will have to put notes on the floor. what nonsense is this. my mama will most prob scream her lungs out at me.
that day i was saying abt chi*a biangs. like them, hate them but u cant ignore them. THEY ARE EVERYWHERE CAN. invading my country. can u all please please go back????? boosting our economy with these foreign talents? it should be robbing the locals of their rice bowls. (please lar! dun sue me can...)
haix.
i know i am not the only one facing problems and difficulties in life. some pple are worse off. i understand and i know.
but do anyone face stomach problem almost everyday? who rely on that stupid oil? haix. i think there is really something very very wrong with my stomach. my lactose intolerance is getting much much worse. i just drank the milk shake. just milk shake for crying out loud. and i am in pain while typing this post. why??
ok. the pain is killing me. i am trying to ren. but the pain is inbearable. have u pple experienced it before? ok. imagine a knife stabbing yr stomach. that's it. one sec one stab. lasting for 3 hrs or so. panadol dont help.
then michelle, why are u so stubborn to drink? yar. i am stubborn. i know i cant drink. pple are always so fan jian. zhe shi he ku ah...
ok pain is gonna subside. pretty normal. just as what i have expected.
*
call me insane. i dunno why i am crazy over hippo, giraffe, rabbit, zebra or those damn ugly looking stuffed toys. haix. i dunno!!!!!!!!! they are so cute. too cute to resist.
i bought ermm... 2 hippo back home. cheap can!!! i bought the smaller versions. i wish to get the bigger version, so that can have the hippo papa, hippo mama, hippo and hippy. ok i am very unstable. dun ever let me see that magician's flying cape donkey. i will go crazy. i mean it. i dunno why also. have u seen a flying donkey? bet u all didnt see before. i laughed till my stomach cramped.
ok. say good night to everyone and sharkie. maybe i should build up a marine world. sharkie is kinda sian of rabbitland and farmland..
`scribbled at-
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
emotional rollercoaster. emotion wreck.
i should say from 24 to 31 jul.
it's over. done. tears have dried up, swollen eyes no more.
*
time for studies once again. i can forsee that the route of uni wont be that simple. i have to wise up. my qet. sigh. i dunno the results. not as if i am very eager to know also. please lar. i dun really have the confidence. i hope can do it, or else it is gonna affect my modules.
i am quite strong inside but i need to toughen up on the outside. what crap lar. anyway, i just hope to have one or two good buddies in stats course, i think it will be sufficient.
i dunnoe. i am becoming more a loner. i can feel it lar. i talked less. i lamed less. i think i interacted much lesser. shopping alone, going out alone seemed to be like a fave pasttime for me now.
oh yes, i havent blog abt my KL trip. oh gosh. my hk trip blog is yet finished. oh dang! i have loads to update. today i felt hmmm, good.
i did the matriculation. i am officially a student of NUS.
i went to uob to change my card. shit lar. all the bitching and those swear words i came up with were not put to use. anyone wanna be my guinea pig??
i applied my tertiary ez card. finally.
i applied for my dbs card.
i managed to reach my reading quota.
i had my wish fulfilled. i met up with jenny jie meiyan jie tonight for dinner at newyork newyork :)
i just like meeting up with them. new words of wisdom. silly yet bone tickling actions of theirs. their adulty thinking and views. oh c'me on, more of these outings can? i wan crabs and crayfish the next time!!!!!!!
i had loads of unfinished work at home, each greeting me every morning i wake up. yes my messy room. actually if u pple come and take a look at my messy room, i think it is quite neat lar. just that, my 1m wide 4 tier rack is filled up with jc notes. some of them, i wonder if i am gonna use them ever again.
they are an eyesore. admit it.
i really dislike packing tat pile. no matter how hard i try to clear, the pile is still THERE. other parts of my room also. the room is containing quite abit of rubbish that it has become damn small can. the things are not messy. they are simply neatly packed. no i mean, dumped there. for good as for now.
this wont do. uni stuffs are coming. i will have to put notes on the floor. what nonsense is this. my mama will most prob scream her lungs out at me.
that day i was saying abt chi*a biangs. like them, hate them but u cant ignore them. THEY ARE EVERYWHERE CAN. invading my country. can u all please please go back????? boosting our economy with these foreign talents? it should be robbing the locals of their rice bowls. (please lar! dun sue me can...)
haix.
i know i am not the only one facing problems and difficulties in life. some pple are worse off. i understand and i know.
but do anyone face stomach problem almost everyday? who rely on that stupid oil? haix. i think there is really something very very wrong with my stomach. my lactose intolerance is getting much much worse. i just drank the milk shake. just milk shake for crying out loud. and i am in pain while typing this post. why??
ok. the pain is killing me. i am trying to ren. but the pain is inbearable. have u pple experienced it before? ok. imagine a knife stabbing yr stomach. that's it. one sec one stab. lasting for 3 hrs or so. panadol dont help.
then michelle, why are u so stubborn to drink? yar. i am stubborn. i know i cant drink. pple are always so fan jian. zhe shi he ku ah...
ok pain is gonna subside. pretty normal. just as what i have expected.
*
call me insane. i dunno why i am crazy over hippo, giraffe, rabbit, zebra or those damn ugly looking stuffed toys. haix. i dunno!!!!!!!!! they are so cute. too cute to resist.
i bought ermm... 2 hippo back home. cheap can!!! i bought the smaller versions. i wish to get the bigger version, so that can have the hippo papa, hippo mama, hippo and hippy. ok i am very unstable. dun ever let me see that magician's flying cape donkey. i will go crazy. i mean it. i dunno why also. have u seen a flying donkey? bet u all didnt see before. i laughed till my stomach cramped.
ok. say good night to everyone and sharkie. maybe i should build up a marine world. sharkie is kinda sian of rabbitland and farmland..
`scribbled at-
Wednesday, August 02, 2006