`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

perhaps tonight, i talked about the wrong topic and asked the wrong question. maybe i shouldnt have ask? i am not very sure if i'm wrong. as in, noone is at fault. i am not sure if i am wrong to ask that question. however it was obvious that, i certainly had hit a weak spot.

i should have known better, this topic is forbidden btw any conversation of u and me. i know u are abit angry and pissed because i started asking... but denied it has to do with me. however, did u think abt how i felt when i asked?

u think it is so easy for me to ask is it?? u might be angry... me leh? i got so sad u know. nvm, u will never know. this whole thing has never been easy for me. u didnt know how heartbroken i was when i heard abt it. u wont know.

i dunno, u think it is a big big mistake.. why is it a mistake? because u shouldnt have done it. guilty? ha. yar i think so.

i wasted so much time. we wasted so much time. and this will continue... we will continue wasting time, playing mind games with each other....

ha.. bitter laugh man. dunnoe, but tots of u nv left my mind, more imptly my heart...

`scribbled at-
Sunday, September 10, 2006