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`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

timetable confirmed!!! my WED is officially OFF! finally i am having a 4 day week!! a mid-week rest sia. actually i would prefer FRI to be my off day! isnt a long weekend better?

i can remember a FIVE DAY WEEK workload. too much to bear. last sem! wah liew. maybe because it was the very first sem, that resulted in sucky timetable, sucky exam dates ( 4 in 4 days!) and of course, sucky results to end with. "thanks!"

today is my last week of "relaxing". next week onwards, it is lectures-tutorials. i cant wait for my thai lang classes to start. it was such a waste that geraldine and i just couldnt find suitable time slots for each other. therefore we had to settle for diff slots. AHH!!!!! why did i see wrongly sia. super sian-ed by it. and my probabilty module. dont talk abt it. my blood will boil.

so far, how's school? i've been asked this qns and have asked pple this qns.

hmm, it is just school starting AGAIN after mid-term break. this is sem2. the really deserving holidays is from 28 april to 5 august!!!!! woohoo! isnt it shuang? that period of time, of course will be working. i wanna go try for my dream working place. then, hope save enough money for me to go on a trip to HK again!! i want i want!!!

let's start with my music module. it is called "science of music". not a difficult module for now, i think the most challenging part is to create a MIDI file. my music knowledge isnt very good to start off with, so i might have problems composing a very decent piece of music. but luckily someone offered to help me with this, we shall see. hmm, but i like attending the lectures, because the old prof tan is funny in his own way. that kind of old-man-humor. and he kept emphasizing he is just an old physicst. the lecture class is quite quiet, although i know MANY pple have music background, they still listen attentively to prof tan even when he was going through how to READ NOTES. i am quite surprised by the noise level.

next will be "animal behaviour". this module, both the lecturers are ... not chinese ang moh nor malays. and the lecturer got this very funny accent. indi-eng accent. gosh! but because of the accent, it kinda kept me awake throughout the whole lect. ya... and behaviour includes sexual stuffs. so he said " to those who will feel uncomfortable when we touch on sexual issues. either u drop the module now, or grow up."

WOW!

i have already formed group with this bunch of pple. hmmm no choice, is it better to do project with a grp of pple u knew from orientation, or do with total strangers? for me, it has to depend on who are the pple. of course if u let me choose between "strangers" or "geri-yannie-hx-virg" , the answer is definitely obvious lar! duh!

but... if it were to be "strangers" and "nus orientation frens", actually frankly speaking, i would choose the former. bleah. something is wrong with me. ya i know that.

yep, a group of 4. all 3 of them knew each other for a long time because they also go to the same church. i only know 2 of them.. and knew them barely half a year. and they comfortably choose the second group to present. THANKS LAR. it is in the 1st week of feb and know what, that day i asked them when to meet up and START doing the project, they said not yet lar.

what the hell. i dont want this project to be a flop loh. u all wan it to flop, go find the 4th member lar, why ask me. damn.

and that time when they discuss which day to present, they didnt even consult me? 3 of them just held their own DISCUSSION. i told them, if u all wanna discuss the project, can let me know also? i dont want things like they writing a report to the teachers saying michelle didnt contribute. nonono!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

then taking 2 maths core this sem. after that, NO MORE MATHS MODULES!!! so happy sia. mathematical analysis is still managable but for linear algebra2. KILLER lar. it is prove prove prove. prove how determinant can become permutation? huh, what crap sia! alot of nonsensical stuffs which i am trying to figure out how will this help me in my later years. knowing all these can help me win mahjong next time anot??? maybe stats will? hahaha nonsense lar, mich!

ya... everything is still fine, as usual. i am quite glad to say, i am kinda out of my depressed mood for now. i dunno why, but i'm feeling lighter and more relaxed. last sem was very terrible indeed. like almost plunging to depression. of course i know it aint that BAD, it felt like it. now i know who are my frens who will listen to my grumbling about daily life activities blah blah.

reading really calm the mind. and i just started tuesdays with morrie. YES LAR, slow slow lorh! then maybe proceed to 5 pple u will meet in heaven. i am giving up with dan brown books! not my kind, i fell asleep while reading "da vinci" can? so boring!

that day, i flipped the newspapers and they recommended afew storybooks to read. many were award-winning. maybe i can go borrow.yesyes, i will only read on the bus or before i sleep. wont be reading before i finished hw.

now the pace is just right. later on, it will be moving a tad too fast......

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Wednesday, January 17, 2007