`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

really, sometimes life isnt smooth sailing, or rather, things dont always turn out what we wanna it to be.

i experienced this kind of situation again. yet again. yes, again. not the first time, but hope it is the last time.

the kind of sucky feeling is bad.

high hopes on thai is finally dashed.

to those who do not know what happened, too bad bah. i have no mood to repeat yst scenario again. it is painful. really really painful.

last week watched parental guidiance. they mentioned a phrase, we all knew the meaning, but not many of us tot so much abt it.

"what doesnt kill you makes u stronger..."

how true.

so, michelle has became stronger?? yst was really a pretty bad hit. i was really stunned. like ZAP!! and, reality cant hit in till like 530am in the morning today. i cant get to sleep. lie on my bed, pondering, thinking back. then... finally tears came rolling.

but it is only one night that i am gg to let myself be overpowered by my weak self, by my tears and sorrow.

ya, "no use crying over spilled milk" so why dont we buck on exams that aint over yet?? easy to say, hard to achieve, but i will try.

thank god, i'm able to pull thru with help from my frens. thanks to those who had comforted me. i'm feeling better le.. i am more of angry than sad actually. really angry, putting all the blame on myself.

hmmm, me and a particular friend have had drifted. i didnt want to admit it but facts were hard to deny. goodbye then. what a pity la.

and there are some things that i like the way it is now.

`scribbled at-
Wednesday, April 11, 2007