Monday, February 18, 2008
i've lost.i've lost the energy.the energy to do work or maybe it's the motivation that is lost... lost somewhere, suddenly.you xin wu lipicking myself up. it's yet another hard semester. i'm struggling with practically every module again, even thai. i had difficulties in thai2 since the very first lesson.
do something then!!! yar, i am trying.but thankfully there are friends and little perks along the way. like im settling my accomodation soon *yay* finally there is some news!! hopefully will settle this soon!!
honestly, i cant wait to leave this place for just a little while (of course i will miss my family and gd friends lar!) but i wanna use this time to reflect, find back myself and to straighten out some of my thoughts. i feel that the old michelle is lost after tkg. dunno what happened also. i have became so pessi that i am beginning to hate myself. perhaps a good 3 months for a mini getaway should be quite enough.cheers to all.. cny's ending soon.. so enjoy and soak up the atmosphere!
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Monday, February 18, 2008