`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

And nope, this blog is not forsaken if you guys are wondering. Just that now I'm updating in the exchange blog, I will come back now and then during this period to "su ku".

Alot of things had happened and really, i wished i could cry in someone's arms or call geri/alice and whine/complain/gossip whole night long. But haha, too expensive to do that.

And i thought i wont miss home. Never tried being away from my family for such a long time before, confirm will miss them. But i like and enjoy the freedom here. However there are times when i just wanna get home at that instant.

Two times already. I dont call home because i chat with my family via webcam, with friends via MSN, but i called mama twice le. those 2 times i couldnt take it and just wanna talk to my mum. And need-less to say, tears just flowed down my cheeks (so primary sch compo) loh

i think and hope my mum didnt hear me crying/sobbing. haha

Everyone has been asking me to enjoy the exchange. I'm enjoying myself because I loved traveling and went to afew places already. But this exchange has its tears and "sorrows" too. It's so stressful that i feel like dropping all modules. Damn difficult leh, i think im just not good enough. No wonder they needed a cap requirement to go on sep. -________-

oh wells...enough of my rattling. im feeling better :)

anyway, i've been saying i missed poka green tea. And they found it in montreal chinatown. At night, they asked me to go to their room if i wanna drink. I din go because too tired and it was rather late. The next day, saw them in lobby, she asked me to come over to drink the poka green tea. I was like "hey i waaaannn..."

so i went over, and she just opened the bottle and drank in front of me, i went "hey i wannn" then she passed the bottle to him and he drank. And she said, "must let her see us drink..." I was like transparent to them. I dunno how to describe the feeling I felt at that time, i just walked away. Then we were going back, on the bus, he passed a new poka green tea bottle to me and said they bought a bottle for me. I rejected it even though I wanted it so much. They said they boguht it specially for me and asked me to take it, but still, i din take it. i just pushed his hand away. Then since i din wan it, another friend took it. As much as i want it, but no, i wont take it. I shall wait for another one month plus. i'm coming home soon....

`scribbled at-
Monday, July 07, 2008