Friday, November 14, 2008
haix. what's wrong graduating without honours? why must take honours? pressure AGAIN. "i want you to further your studies..."
"i want you..." is what you want. but it is NOT what i want. all of you are totally wrong, i never like studying in the first place. i detest it when i have to study something is not of my interest and worse, not of any practical use. i know gaining more knowledge will be good and useful, especially during bad times like now. I know, and i'm for it. That's why i dont mind spending time to read newspapers, watch the news everyday and read up on interesting things.
yeah yeah, im wasting my time in whining about such stuffs. Should have put the time to a better use.
When i replied "i'm not intending to further my studies...", came a worrying reply. "Then what you want to do? Go work? With more degrees is better..."
Whatever la. you guys never know what i like. Not as if im saying also. i will prob face alot of objections. I dont know why i nv told anyone, i think im afraid of people laughing at me. Because i dont think i can make it. Hopefully can of course! That's why when people ask me what i wanna work as in the future, either i shrug my shoulders and smile/laugh and said i dunno, or i just reply something (irrelevant).
with just 2 more weeks to the end of yet again semester, i really feel the pressure of graduating well and landing myself with a good job aka good money.
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anyway realised something SCARY! the quieter people are, the more deadly... those who keep quiet are the scary one. gosh, go go go and mug quietly bah. smart but empty inside.
`scribbled at-
Friday, November 14, 2008
Friday, November 14, 2008
haix. what's wrong graduating without honours? why must take honours? pressure AGAIN. "i want you to further your studies..."
"i want you..." is what you want. but it is NOT what i want. all of you are totally wrong, i never like studying in the first place. i detest it when i have to study something is not of my interest and worse, not of any practical use. i know gaining more knowledge will be good and useful, especially during bad times like now. I know, and i'm for it. That's why i dont mind spending time to read newspapers, watch the news everyday and read up on interesting things.
yeah yeah, im wasting my time in whining about such stuffs. Should have put the time to a better use.
When i replied "i'm not intending to further my studies...", came a worrying reply. "Then what you want to do? Go work? With more degrees is better..."
Whatever la. you guys never know what i like. Not as if im saying also. i will prob face alot of objections. I dont know why i nv told anyone, i think im afraid of people laughing at me. Because i dont think i can make it. Hopefully can of course! That's why when people ask me what i wanna work as in the future, either i shrug my shoulders and smile/laugh and said i dunno, or i just reply something (irrelevant).
with just 2 more weeks to the end of yet again semester, i really feel the pressure of graduating well and landing myself with a good job aka good money.
**************************************************************
anyway realised something SCARY! the quieter people are, the more deadly... those who keep quiet are the scary one. gosh, go go go and mug quietly bah. smart but empty inside.
`scribbled at-
Friday, November 14, 2008