`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

i survived 2 days of school.

not without fear and tears.

this sem is going to be so tough. how many times have i complained/whined about the semesters? But this sem i'm really scared. never felt like this before. yes probably because it is the last sem, every single grade will matter so much to me. one core+ 2minor modules + a module that i like.... not that easy.

SIX dear minor modules, if not for you guys, my grades would have been really wonderful. I'm not kidding. Just to get a minor, i sacrificed my cap to a point of no return. I'm really disappointed.

And again, my mum told me to study the 4th year. Hello! Not as if i dont wan, the point is I cant. And to think that my ah-ma said i dont want to study anymore because im "hoong sim". crap! totally crap! i dont mind if you say im stupid...so stupid that i cant do honours. But you cant say i have already fen xin in my studies and want to go out and work. I'm working so hard, trying to compete and be pari passu with the rest. I know im not as smart as those stupid ATs.... im very stressed about it and i'm trying my best.

whatever the hell la. this is so sad. because of the stupid remarks, it made me cry the whole day. thanks.

`scribbled at-
Tuesday, January 13, 2009