`weekiat*
`geraldine*
`huixian*
`virginia*
`erina*
'royston*
`benjamin*
`jasmine*
`jenny jie*
`val jiejie*
`tiffany*
`melody*
`iris*
`rachel*
'yuen leng*
'geraldine11*
'joel*
'sherry*
'terry*
`huikoon*
`tasneem*
`jocelyn*
`khinewa*
`sherman*
`sheryl*
`thiamkee*
`justin*
`bernard*
`kevin.caleb*
`tingzhang*
`inez*
`xiangting*
`luther*
`genevis*

120609. i thought it would just be like any other day. no, i received the letter, i didnt make the cut. of course i am disappointed. but i will be all right. a small setback like this will not take me down. i just have to search again, and harder this time. wish me luck ya?

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I have been watching this tvb period drama these days and i must say it is good. It's about the pugilistic world, the detective-mystery kind of show. i love the olden days martial arts shows, they always come out with really long chinese chem chem names for their kungfu. haha. and with the now technology, the martial arts displays are really nice to watch. Plus, all the actors in the shows are those i like :) lam fung is really that shuai!

everytime i watch this kungfu period time drama, i always wonder whether in my past lives, do i know kungfu? Maybe some qing gong? haha! really funny huh? if yes, i hope i have some mean kungfu like in those shows. Just anyhow throw a pebble or needle and can attack someone liao.

The real shaolin temple still exists in china, do you think they practice such kungfu like qing gong? Or maybe some ulu part of the world, there is someone who knows these kind of kungfu? maybe huh?

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i have to watch my spending already, since i'm jobless and i cannot just "sheng shou yao qian". Plus, i cant help but bought some beads today. that will be 34 bucks. Wells, no more shopping for now. yep, no more.

Although i'm jobless for now, i believe it wont be long before i find a job. And it wont be a anyhow-find-job. Dont worry. Jobless but i'm occupied with band. That makes my life fulfilling too, though i earn no money from it. Life is like that, it's not just about money. There should be many other things that make up your life, for example, your hobbies and interests (yes, not forgetting family and friends). A job is another component.

I tried not to sigh already, but i cant help it. I may have chosen a wrong tertiary education path, but i cant choose a wrong job. I cant help but to worry. I am scared. What if i choose wrongly? i really need time to consider, reconsider and re-reconsider.

`scribbled at-
Saturday, June 13, 2009