Sunday, January 24, 2010
Singapore Airshow is here once again. I missed going for the 2008 because I didnt know about it. But alas, so what if i know about this year, noone wants to go anyway. either pple dont know about it, or not the least interested or no time to go. oh wells...planes are forever so fasinating to me.
Life is getting very monotonous these days.
mon-fri: reach office by 820am
start working at 830am
lunch at 12-ish
work till 530/6pm
go home have dinner and rest
actually i only look forward to the last point. How sad.
I knew working wont be fun and enjoyable unless i am doing something i like. That's why i am really glad i took a much longer break than others. That long break made me realise alot. Luckily for the long break, I was able to spend more time with my family, lunch and go grocery shopping with mum, spend some quality time at home and etc. Take now for instance, even if I want to do those stuffs, I cant...
Weekends are much better. After tuition, I will either go out or have lunch/dinner with family. I treasure the night time... and i will continue on my hk dramas :) just finished the fireman drama... loves!
Maybe i should inject some life and new activities into my boring life. I am thinking of taking thai lessons again. Perhaps I should pack my room once again. You have no idea how messy it is AGAIN. Arrrghh!! Or i should spend some time looking for another job. The irritating job hunt shall start soon.
I appreciate the job offer and opportunities that were given to me. But this cant go on. It is not my aim in life. I cant feel my passion in the industry. I hate myself for looking forward to eod everyday, this cant do seriously. But as I have said and told myself, since I am at it, i will definitely do my best.
I guess, just hope june will come faster... and i will take a well deserved break by then. I guess i will be doing some travelling. Anyway, please pray that I get selected for the job la. I really hope i will. If not, i will continue to apply and apply again.
cny is coming. spring cleaning definitely doesnt exist for my room. Damn, i should get started! My aim is to clear my computer table and desk free of anything. I mean, cleared of every single thing. And cny clothes, i cant find any xi yang yang colours! :( no red hues this year for me. im planning to go for the orange-peach feel this year. shoes! arh, i dun think i will get new shoes. i will wear my red clarks. hair: did contemplate to cut it at shoulder length... but decided not to. Maybe in june or what bah. curls make my face look fatter... so curls should be done much later in life.
anyway, just a random note.. as i dont really keep track of every single expenditure, sometimes i wonder how much of my money goes to savings, food, transport, shopping... and i got a shock when i did my sums just a few days back.
saving 10K for this 6 months job is unachievable, unless i starve myself to death or i stop buy anything. Both scenarios, are highly impossible and i will never be able to do so. I knew i spend most of my money on food... but i didnt realise transportation is so expensive. Unless i am willing to wake up and leave home at 7am with my dad and go back home with him everyday... i should be able to save at least $50 bucks per month. haha, not worth waking up at 630 and leave house at 7. way too early.
ok, 1130pm... brain is asking me to sleep. I have a craving for starbucks java chip... shall satisfy that craving! this week will be a long, busy and hectic one for me. hope i will survive well... if not i will be fed to the sharks!
till then...
*i am just curious, are YOU still reading my blog?*
`scribbled at-
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Sunday, January 24, 2010
Singapore Airshow is here once again. I missed going for the 2008 because I didnt know about it. But alas, so what if i know about this year, noone wants to go anyway. either pple dont know about it, or not the least interested or no time to go. oh wells...planes are forever so fasinating to me.
Life is getting very monotonous these days.
mon-fri: reach office by 820am
start working at 830am
lunch at 12-ish
work till 530/6pm
go home have dinner and rest
actually i only look forward to the last point. How sad.
I knew working wont be fun and enjoyable unless i am doing something i like. That's why i am really glad i took a much longer break than others. That long break made me realise alot. Luckily for the long break, I was able to spend more time with my family, lunch and go grocery shopping with mum, spend some quality time at home and etc. Take now for instance, even if I want to do those stuffs, I cant...
Weekends are much better. After tuition, I will either go out or have lunch/dinner with family. I treasure the night time... and i will continue on my hk dramas :) just finished the fireman drama... loves!
Maybe i should inject some life and new activities into my boring life. I am thinking of taking thai lessons again. Perhaps I should pack my room once again. You have no idea how messy it is AGAIN. Arrrghh!! Or i should spend some time looking for another job. The irritating job hunt shall start soon.
I appreciate the job offer and opportunities that were given to me. But this cant go on. It is not my aim in life. I cant feel my passion in the industry. I hate myself for looking forward to eod everyday, this cant do seriously. But as I have said and told myself, since I am at it, i will definitely do my best.
I guess, just hope june will come faster... and i will take a well deserved break by then. I guess i will be doing some travelling. Anyway, please pray that I get selected for the job la. I really hope i will. If not, i will continue to apply and apply again.
cny is coming. spring cleaning definitely doesnt exist for my room. Damn, i should get started! My aim is to clear my computer table and desk free of anything. I mean, cleared of every single thing. And cny clothes, i cant find any xi yang yang colours! :( no red hues this year for me. im planning to go for the orange-peach feel this year. shoes! arh, i dun think i will get new shoes. i will wear my red clarks. hair: did contemplate to cut it at shoulder length... but decided not to. Maybe in june or what bah. curls make my face look fatter... so curls should be done much later in life.
anyway, just a random note.. as i dont really keep track of every single expenditure, sometimes i wonder how much of my money goes to savings, food, transport, shopping... and i got a shock when i did my sums just a few days back.
saving 10K for this 6 months job is unachievable, unless i starve myself to death or i stop buy anything. Both scenarios, are highly impossible and i will never be able to do so. I knew i spend most of my money on food... but i didnt realise transportation is so expensive. Unless i am willing to wake up and leave home at 7am with my dad and go back home with him everyday... i should be able to save at least $50 bucks per month. haha, not worth waking up at 630 and leave house at 7. way too early.
ok, 1130pm... brain is asking me to sleep. I have a craving for starbucks java chip... shall satisfy that craving! this week will be a long, busy and hectic one for me. hope i will survive well... if not i will be fed to the sharks!
till then...
*i am just curious, are YOU still reading my blog?*
`scribbled at-
Sunday, January 24, 2010